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Monday, December 26, 2005

thailand

ya i m back. shop alot. bought skirt, jeans, slippers, bags, etc. got pics to blog too. thailand is a nice place. btw the cabs are pink! so 复合 my blog skin! nice rite? (ya the pic is nt so gd.)
uploaded a german song to the blog. didnt wan to do the chicken little song. felt it was kinda cliche. the song is called "Schnappi". reali cute though. juz did a msn conversation wif my classmates. reali weird though. its nt the first time tat i've writing abt my class though. i reali dislike the "pass-the-ball" stuff. i guess i m reali the sort of person who juz likes it straight in the face. haha. well i dun care. (actually i do care) its the 嘴硬心弱. the typical woman. haha. i guess we are all selfish creatures. all wan face, money, pride(isnt is the same s face? heck lah!), love, etc. so..... haha.
when i recall shaohui's blog post, i think tat if u wanna "insult" or "comment" or "discriminate", u gota think abt urself. tats wad sumone in my sec sch tot me. in tat wae u will think tat wad u did is stupid n (im nt using lame) inappropriate. coz nobody is in wadeva position to comment on anyone. coz karma goes around u know. ya i do gossip n stuff. bt is nt s much s some ppl lah. nt naming coz everyone does. so will be a realli long list though. gossips do get a conversation started. bt hw much would u know abt tat person? its alot of guess though. rumors mainly. ya i do create rumors. y? again i m selfish. politics. understand. bt aft all the crap, in person i m nt like tat though. its abt survival. haha. i m reali going on n on abt this. haha. kk.
here's sum of the pics. y some? coz my photoshop is down (ya is down lah!) cant edit the pics! so most of the pics i hv on ppl are super raw n "pimplely"! haha. so here they are:


cheese sticks at airport! eek... sauce looks yucky. taste good though! 3-headed elephant temple. wow for the creators! the buses are so colourful! sleeping buddha at the ancient thailand(minature too!) my dad's thai fren's family( lots of " 's" haha)


the rarely picture prefect me! hehe.

yup! its a pink motorbike!

the starck's ghost chair! at 14000 baht! (abt S$560) wow! cheap!

lots of cool furniture design!

clouds frm plane! wow! like sum movie scene!

still gt more pics bt no photoshop. will blog soon!

Sunday, December 18, 2005

reminding me

i guess i hv found the reason y i dun reali fancy boybands. true the concert was nt bad(5566). true they did work reali hard. but i feel there is still something missing. i kinda miss the piano solos. tat is reali great loh..

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

time.....

u might ask me: "hw cum i still hv time to blog". haha! for fun loh. if nt i damn bored loh. fuck lah! dun even hv time to slp! sian. i begin to look lyk this :















i mean it loh! the EYE BAGS! arrr! my weekend is facial liao! nt doing any work on saturday! they were nv this big b4! well i do hv good news! my ezema is clearing up! hurrary! gt this new moisturizer! worked! yea for me!
Tml VI discussion wif Mike Gan ( i call it "discussion" coz the olyumpus ppl hvnt cum to talk to us lah)! sian... worried if the board would work! haiz.....

Friday, December 02, 2005

DRAGOSTEA DIN TEI.....

if most of u hv heard frm the chicken little commercial, u would hear a foreign language song. the name of this song is DRAGOSTEA DIN TEI. here's the lyrics(in both Romanian and translated in english)

Romanian Version:
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha

Alo, Salut, sunt eu, un haiduc,
Si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt eu Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.

Te sun, sa-ti spun, ce simt acum,
Alo, iubirea mea, sunt eu, fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.

English Translation:
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha

Hello [on a cellphone], greetings, it's me, an outlaw,
I ask you, my love, to accept happiness.
Hello, hello, it's me, Picasso,
I sent you a beep [cellphone signal], and I'm brave
[or strong],
But you should know that I'm not asking for anything from you.


You want to leave but you don't want don't want to
take me, don't want don't want to take me, don't
want don't want don't want to take me.
Your face and the love from the linden trees,
And I remember your eyes.
(This doesn't really make any sense)

I call you [over the phone], to tell you what I feel
right now,
Hello, my love, it's me, your happiness.
Hello, hello, it's me again, Picasso,
I sent you a beep [cellphone signal] and I'm brave
[or strong],
But you should know that I'm not asking for anything from you.

that's that. well i think it doesn't make any sense though.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

my losers.....

damn it lah..... y all my fav contestants frm any reality tv loses..... knn lah..... for example, my fav for ANTM is Brittany..... she loses..... think she's reali chio loh..... den the american idol..... my fav is Constantine..... he leaves early in the competion..... damn it..... nw for the project runway..... my fav is Austin (yah..... tat ah gua..... but he cute though......)..... i checked out the net..... the winner is Jay..... omg..... true Jay stuff are reali great..... i personally lyk Austin's style..... nice wad..... haiz.....

p.s: my 'N' key is kinda damaged..... haiz.....

Saturday, November 26, 2005

dogs.....

juz finish watching a movie on tv abt a dog named skip..... sort of reminded me of sparky (same breed)..... i imagined the lifeline sparky would also be leading..... suddenly it made me love her more..... not tat i don't love her..... mayb shld use the word cherish..... she lives shorter than humans..... average dog life span is abt 15-18 yrs..... at most 20..... by then i ll hv my own family..... i'll prob be in my early 30s..... when she was a puppy..... she was so nervous that she pee on the floor in the balcony in the old place..... she was much smaller then..... b coz the old place had sum sort of a round about..... sparky was able to run lyk nobody's business..... we often laughed at her.....
after moving to the new place..... wanted to get another dog..... but sparky is juz too anti-social..... haha..... scared the pups..... we realised another interesting fact about her..... sh lyks squeeky toys..... but spoils them aft 1 mth..... haha.....
i love sparky.....

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

weird.....

was reading xiaxue' blog again..... doubt the peeps in class reali understand or are open enuff to take in such stuff..... realli tired frm yesterday's "chonging" of ms tan..... kinda expected the feedback..... i guess all my 武功 for presentation 全废了..... i dun wanna blame the evironment tat i m in..... though i m realli tempted to..... still kinda miss huishi afzal they all..... though i noe they bully/dun lyk me..... at least i had my share of fun..... going to huishi's party on the 3rd..... wondering hws everyone nw..... actually i realli DO miss 4e3..... i feel lyk crying nw..... i feel realli constrain in wadeva i do..... i mean this..... i guess when u get older..... the new peeps around u get stricter and less forgiving..... notice the word "new"..... it means the new people u knw after u grow up..... sumthing lyk tat lah.....
i hate the me now leh..... i dun wanna be so reserve leh..... i wanna "flirt" with the guys..... be their part-time wife..... joke about everything..... tell dirty jokes without people shrinking away..... discuss what underwear is great for both sexes.....
yah..... we all hv to grow up..... i juz dun wanna..... i m nt happy..... there! i hv said it..... i DO miss 4e3..... u might say i m les or w/e..... but i love my sec 4 class-4e3..... i miss singing weird songs lyk "i wanna fuck a dog in the ass"..... and changing the lyrics to insult classmates..... haha.....
the funny thing is tat i dun realli miss my primary school peeps..... i guess wad mr sarchi (primary school principal; i m nt sure if this is the spelling) said is true..... quoting, " u will nt miss the friends here, it will be the friends u make in secondary school who leave the most lasting memories"..... yah..... i did change a bit..... but tats the meaning..... i guess i will hv to take action soon..... for wad i m nt saying yet..... ok lah..... maybe some gathering loh..... the special thing would be to communicate with the 4e3 peeps who are overseas..... this is juz an idea..... haiz..... sad post.....

Saturday, November 19, 2005

harry potter and the goblet of fire.....

omg..... saw the movie liao..... wow..... (though the storyline was sort of changed in the movie) the effects were great..... think it was a rather good job by an american director..... as compared to the 3rd movie (directed by an indian[its the lady director tat directed vanity fair starring reese witherspoon]) this one is much better.....

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

shut up.....

fuck the class..... wad is the fucking problem wif them..... if dun wan to work wif me juz sae..... dun hv to do soooooo much fucking stupid stuff to "tell" me loh..... i m nt fucking blind loh..... i m a human being wif feelings n thoughts loh..... nt any item tat u can fucking throw around at..... shld hv blare it out..... fuck.....

Thursday, November 10, 2005

personality test.....

did a simple personality test during the design seminar..... (well the word simple is "over-simplified" for the test)..... so i AM in the right course..... dose who had a W in the results are design-based ppl..... whoa..... my 'W' was more lyk a heart beat leh..... ani wae gt rather high scores for the 'freedom' n 'high' cats..... freedom meaning to work without ani chains or locks..... high meaning the passion..... so hurray for moi loh.....
suposed to meet my friend wei cheng for dinner..... well..... kinda stood me up..... i m nt tat kind of ppl who lyk gives a shit if u stood me up or wadeva crap lah..... kinda learnt my lesson aft tat..... well i would sae ridiculous incident..... ani wae tat was before..... the me now can find other stuff to do loh..... finished ms tan's research n photo taking..... this leads to the topic of singapore nt being open enuff..... so places dun even allow photo taking..... kns loh..... haiz..... ani wae finish the research part liao..... for the first time i managed to my work nt during the last minute leh..... whoa..... shld b lyk tat..... i need dis type of attitude for attachment..... juz worried tat U-NOE-WHO gives me crap stuff..... so U-NOE-WHO sort of gave me shit when i juz came in liao..... kns lah.....
i hope tat the next statement tat i ll b making wont backfire..... i feel tat my working style has changed liao..... in wad wae i m nt saeing..... well i DO believe in karma..... so better not lah..... 心智度明就好.....
kns..... didnt even eat a proper meal todae/yesterdae..... skipped lunch for the Design Edge briefing..... tot can eat dinner with wei cheng..... kinda gao dim dinner wif starbucks bagel n hot cocoa..... which i took a pic of...... hope ppl dun go report to starbucks.....
i think in dis post i ll b putting the best few pics of the dae to end the entry.....














i choose dis two cos..... one ass depth the other has perspective..... dis are very important in design wad.....

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

珊瑚海

new album alert..... November's Chopin..... Chopin is actually his idol loh..... in the classical music side tat is..... i ll be puting sum songs frm dis album in..... kinda like dis song 珊瑚海..... is a duet with 南拳妈妈的 Lara..... a new addition to the group..... lyk dis song veri much..... enjoy loh.....

Monday, November 07, 2005

KNN.....

start skool liao..... knn..... so damn sian loh..... slept late n wake up early loh..... knn..... gt dis stupid hangover..... nt realli tat i gt drunk..... but gt dis migraine loh..... sian.....
vincent juz came in..... say do dunno wad tv anntena design..... a big huh on my face.....

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

the comments.....


haha..... finally got the jay chou lastest cd liao (November's Chopin)..... waited lyk one week loh..... den tat zl got it yesterdae..... when the album was to b released only todae..... hw does dis guy get all dis realli great deals?? i was kinda dissed yesterdae while chatting to zl on msn..... kana sia loh..... make me reali jealous loh..... ok hearing the album now..... nice wor..... esp track3, 7, 9 and 10..... dere are two bonus tracks too..... both from initial d..... hai me download..... almost wanted to go buy tat mp3 juz for tat 2 songs loh..... hehe..... but tat mp3 reali nice wor..... rinestones mah..... but siu wad..... but damn X wor..... think was lyk US$200 plus leh..... kana sia loh..... but is damn nice loh.....

was reading xiaxue's blog (real name: wendy) ..... think she's a reali frank person..... i lyk her style loh..... abt the handicap issue..... i actually would do the same loh..... it is onli human instinct..... so i dun think she did ani thing wrong..... she juz reacted wad she think was the bez at tat
moment.....

Sunday, October 30, 2005

walao.....

thinking tat it was kinda "safe" to tell ppl sum stuff..... bt the "safety" of the feeling isnt right..... damn it lah.....
sumtimes i juz wanna ask tat guy wad would happen if dis happen or tat happens..... damn it..... lost all the f**cking guts lah.....
i guess dis time is for real liao loh..... damn it lah.....

Saturday, October 29, 2005

finally......

changed the skin liao..... still making other improvements..... haha..... i guess i realli think too much loh..... wad the heck lah..... dun care liao.....

Monday, October 24, 2005

think will go under another construction liao.....

kinda bored wif the skin liao..... a bit too sian liao loh..... think will put under construction loh..... think will do lyk my frenster one loh.....

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

results.....

well..... finally got the results..... a bit disappointed in myself..... my gpa still so low loh..... 2.4..... lyk no diif frm last ime loh..... gt 4 Bs lyk oso no use.....damn it...... haiz..... got to work harder for the next sem loh..... need the grades b4 i go attachment loh..... zelda muz jia you hor....

Friday, October 07, 2005

irresistible.....

oh my gawd..... yesterdae went to the hunk campus (SMU)..... todae oso go..... but the guys todae nt as good as yesterdae..... was almost melting yesterdae loh..... y the guys at SMU are so much better looking den NYP guys..... esp tat grp of guys loh..... everyone of them realli damn cute loh..... omg..... shld go dere more often loh.....

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

why.....

been doing some thinking..... realized tat i cant reali group wif people..... i reali dunno..... i think i give people the impression that i can work alone..... haiz..... i dunno..... juz hope life gets better loh..... hope people know wad type of person i m loh.....

Saturday, October 01, 2005

a nice story.....

One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality...I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
"God", I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"
His answer surprised me..."Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern andthe bamboo?"
"Yes", I replied."
When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.
I gave them light. I gave them water.
The fern quickly grew from the earth.
Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed.
But I did not quit on the bamboo.
In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.
He said."In the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit.
In the fourth year, again, there was nothing fromthe bamboo seed. "I would not quit." He said."Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged fromthe earth.Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over100 feet tall.It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots""I would not quit on the bamboo. I will never quit on you.""Don't compare yourself to others." He said. "The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern. Yet,they both make the forest beautiful.""Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high!""How high should I rise?" I asked."How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return."As high as it can?" I questioned."Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high asyou can."I left the forest and bring back this story.
THERE IS ALWAYS LIGHT,just make sure it is not atrained headed towards you from the opposite endof the tunnel....enlightened...... ;-)

Friday, September 30, 2005

bad day.....

new song alert..... heard this song in the chalet..... daniel powter' s bad day on mtv..... kinda lyk the lyrics..... nice sia.....

Thursday, September 29, 2005

i m back.....

slept for 1 whole dae..... so this post is kinda late loh..... stayed up the whole nite on tue ma..... so muz get sum rest on wed at home..... as usual..... if i dun get my sleep..... i sure flare my temper..... n i did...... wtf..... heck loh.....
ok ppl are more interested in the juicy details of the chalet..... well..... got ready on mondae..... waited for ppl at tampines mrt..... went to the chalet (or bungalow) to check-in..... put all our stuff upstairs..... too bad my camera was on low batt..... if nt dere sure to b many pictures on my side..... for nw lets wait for sian lee loh..... the chalet was fun...... but i still think tat the class procastinates too much..... its ok if u wanna do sumthing but u at least hv to think abt wad others hv to do ma.....

Monday, September 26, 2005

chalet.....

well..... going to chalet todae..... will be back on wed..... so juz putting in one post first..... will post all the juicy details on wed when i get back.....

Sunday, September 25, 2005

my pics.....



well..... i do lyk dis pic of moiself..... sumtimes dis pics cum out different frm wat i m..... dun underestimate the power of the camera.....

Saturday, September 24, 2005

haha.....

looks lyk i hv been blogging every dae..... the chalet starts mondae..... well there are certain things tat i hv nt buy...... think will buy them tml loh..... well.....

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

wel.....

had a pretty rough week..... didnt gt a wink frm mon to tue..... too much mapling..... haha.....

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

lyrics.....

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,I will never be with you.
well..... this is the third song which lyrics tat i hv posted on my blog.....
i think tat james blunt is a reali good musican.....

Monday, September 19, 2005

hols r here loh.....

usually during the hols i ll b working..... nw with maple..... think i ll b damn broke for the next sem..... wahahaha...... chalet is lyk next week loh if u count tat nw is a mondae..... didnt reali went to c the moon though todae is 中秋节..... i reali dun care loh..... so sick n tired of ppl telling me tat wad i shld do n wad i shld nt do..... for crying out loud..... i m oreadi 18 loh..... going 19 in lyk 6 mths time loh..... pls lah dun treat me lyk a kid..... thnx.....

Sunday, September 18, 2005

new.....

wahaha finally changed tat gloomy skin away liao..... was pretty quick..... well..... ppl..... dere are songs u all can choose liao..... enjoy loh.....

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

trapped.....

haha..... was trapped in the lift earlier in the dae..... my first time loh..... seems rather weird..... lol loh.....
finished all the presentation liao.....
two tests..... proE n ergo.....

Sunday, September 11, 2005

y??

y d guys lyk gurls tat are smaller size one?? y do i lyk him?? y do things happen?? y do people die?? y do i suck at games?? y am i dis size??

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

back to sadness.....

y did he get it wrong..... y did cupid get it wrong..... damn it.....

Sunday, September 04, 2005

contradiction.....

well..... gt a song on the blog liao..... bt the funny thing is tat the blog is a rather sad one..... den the song so lively..... so weird hor..... btw if u dunno wad dis song is..... its skye sweetnam's tangled up in me.....

Thursday, September 01, 2005

am i flicked.....


feeling kinda crazy over F4 at the moment..... did i throw my jay away liao..... haiz..... bt jerry yan reali damn cute leh..... c him lyk c tat guy loh..... die liao..... sianz.....

wad a laugh loh.....


finally surprised garry wif the cake n card..... well..... he looked surprised..... haha..... took pics of alvin's weird eatting ethics..... look he iss onli eatting the cake n nt wif the cream..... haha.....
imagine him eatting sweets..... hoho..... i m so evil..... ani wae who cares.....
well..... dis proves tat if u pick ur food u ll turn out reali skinny..... good example to the left..... haha.....
well..... the celebration was reali fun though..... cracking reali evil lame and sick jokes during tat reali OFFICIAL break as a class..... cool sia.....

well..... kinda happi abt my proE grade..... gt an A+ for the 3D model..... haha..... (still laughing nw) well..... its probably the onli subject tat i ll get an A..... haha..... i reckon i ll get a B for model-making, a D or fail for the illustrator, C for studio project (though ppl tell me every one gt a B n above), C for RP, i guess B or A for entrepeneurship, mayb a C for ergo.....
i guess dis sem i hv done better den the last leh..... haha..... reali cool sia..... lyk the mac advert..... ba da dup dup da i m loving it..... haha.....

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

happi teachers' dae loh.....

walau..... fuck tat stoopid mr singh lah..... so bo liao one..... sae we dunno hw to think in his shoes..... den he dunno hw to think i our shoes meh..... reali dumb loh.....
lyk wad ppl sae the good begets the good..... the bad begets the bad..... haha..... nw i can hv my last laugh liao..... sum one we noe has his finger injured again..... 2x in a row loh..... c lah dis is wads happens to ppl to do evil stuff.....
tml is tchers dae..... haha..... garry is in for a surprise loh..... class going to do sum thing nice for him..... well he is a reali nice lecturer n mentor loh.....

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

zulia hapi bdae.....

zhuzhu bdae todae.....

i hate being taken for granted.....

nt going to help.....

sad.....

sad.....

sad.....

sad.....

sad.....

y things turn out lyk tat.....

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

msg to my poly classmates.....

hey guys..... i noe i shld lyk sae or so sumthing..... i wanna apologise for my "bitchy" behaviours..... i will nt push to blame to the culture of my sec skool..... i guess ppl frm my sec skool juz tok wadeva we wanna sae loh..... in a rather direct wae..... so u can sae tat we hv rather sharp tongues..... i dun reali think i hv lah..... bt 我讲话只是直接了一点。。。。。i guess i juz speak my mind loh..... sry guys if the words hurt u..... dis is a reali great class loh..... weird yah..... crazy yah..... serious yah..... hardworking errm..... cant comment..... haha..... hope dere wont be ani hard feelings due to my words..... cheers guys.....

Monday, August 22, 2005

well.....

bought zulia's b dae present liao..... but too bad the timing for her bdae party is so uncorrect loh..... fridae leh.....nite class until 9+ den go her hse do wad eat cake ar?? i guess c hw first loh..... if laine goes den mayb i pon the class loh.....
ani wae been feeling tat i dun reali need relationhip at the moment..... wad was i thinking all dis time?? i guess its time i realize wad is more important in life.....
tot abt wad moronic shao hui has done..... kinda felt tat he is extremely childish loh..... n i ll b childish too to do retaliate.....
i still dun wanna give up..... bt i think i hv waited enuff loh..... frens frens loh..... i guess i ll find my happiness sum where else loh..... haiz.....

Saturday, August 13, 2005

dinner topic.....

went to adams road food court to have dinner..... the topic abt bird nest juz came up..... i hv been eatting bird nest since i was lyk 5 yrs old..... onli took it cos it was sweet( sugar duh)..... now i wonder wad r the nutritions in the bird nest?? wad vitamins or mineral does it contain?? i dun wanna waste my money in the future on sumthing tat i dun even noe.....
it is pretty weird tat even my mom doesnt noe wad it contains..... all i noe or my mom noes is tat it is good for the complexion..... bt i m so nt sure tat is it b coz of wad we think or does it reali contain stuff tat is good?? the human mind can do realli wonderful stuff though.....
another topic tat came up was the management thingy..... well i hv noticed tat every weekend dere are alot of residential parking lots being taken up by non-residents..... dis is reali dumb..... i think even if i complain who will hear..... tat idiotic roland ang (nt frm 0401) wont even listen loh..... lyk the other time when one of the neighbour told him abt ppl throwing stuff down on the pes..... he told his colleague nt to buy flats on the ground floor..... wtf..... wad the hell is he toking abt..... i think he hasnt realli been trained in customer service loh..... i think he kinda thinks tat he owns the whole condo loh..... he didnt even pay us to live here loh..... so wad shit is dis idiot giving..... i think he shld b change asap..... back to the car park thingy..... i think it is kinda inconvient for residents..... we are the ones paying for the carpark space n dere are ppl "stealing" our money..... visitors shld park at the vistors' area..... if dey park where the residents park it is oso kinda unsafe plus inconvenient..... y unsafe..... nt every one in the condo noes who's who..... lets sae the vistor might b a treat to residents..... it is better to noe ur enermy wad..... nt saeing tat all r bad..... bt is better to 一反万以..... though mom might think tat the bbq smoke can b irritating..... i m ok wif it..... i m juz worried abt the parking issue..... i guess sum one shld take action loh.....

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

a big laugh.....

haha..... was thinking abt tat reali lame n unglam blog tat shao hui wrote abt me..... firstly i m soooo disappointed loh..... cos if ur writing sumthing abt me the skin shld b better loh..... tat skin for tat blog is kinda ugly wif a capital U loh..... if u need help in choosing blog skins pls seek my advice..... esp if tat blog is abt me..... all i hv to sae abt dis idiot is tat he is freaking obnoxious wif a huge captial O.....
ani wae when wei ting told me..... i was laughing liao loh..... it is so amusing loh..... i dunno if i shld b flattered or flatten loh..... i guess i shld write one abt the huge hooked nose idiot (shao hui)..... well his nose is realli huge n it looks lyk a birds beak(vulture probably)..... haha..... he shld go for extreme makeover..... highly recommended for him.....
well..... i hv told ppl if u dun lyk me juz sae it in my face..... dun hv to waste ur time gossiping or doing dose realli dumb things behind my back..... n ppl hv done so..... nt onli the person feel better..... i oso noe who are my "enermies"..... who in the end b cum frens..... but do u think i ll befren dis weirdo?? u shld noe the answer loh..... i feel it is the most despicable n OBNOXIOUS thing to do loh.....
i would lyk to thank jessie 4 bing the first person in the poly to tell wad eva she didnt lyk abt me in the face..... thnx..... if u cant handle dis person..... juz shut the fuck up n get on wif life..... will ya..... i m lyk tat..... i tell wad eva i lyk straight in the face..... long time frens noe hw i live life..... if u wanna play the game..... i ll play wif u..... n i ll do it 10X worse..... tats me..... 我的报仇性很强..... wan me to translate..... it means..... i hv a rather strong revengement spirit..... did u hear abt the story tat i beat my sec skool classmate..... hmmm..... where is tommy liao.....
go figure moron.....

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

its singapore's b dae.....

todae 9 august is singapore's b dae..... 40 years liao.....b4 i moved i could c the fireworks veri clearly..... nw cant even c ani thing..... wao lao..... todae is oso wei xian b dae..... hvnt get ani thing for her..... die liao loh..... ani wae tml get sumthing 4 her loh..... haha..... so 没有诚意..... no lah..... juz gt no time to go out to buy loh..... xian sry..... give u edison first k??

happi le ma?? ani wae found out tat the presentation for lam entre is next week..... yea.....my whole grp were thinking tat it was dis week..... actually we tot was last week..... haha..... we all so blur.....

now i m so into green day' s wake me up when september ends..... haiz..... actually wanna put the song into the blog..... still couldnt..... though jool was nice to get me the codes..... thnx..... still cant find which site has dis song..... realli lyk dis song..... green day is good..... deir lyk blink 182' s secessors..... cool..... ani wae hope tat can find the missing link loh..... haha..... good luck to me on tat.....

Monday, August 08, 2005

damn hv to go meh.....

kana the student dialogue thingy..... y me?? i guess i m one of the more tokative ppl in class loh..... haha..... i guess can complain loh..... well the more disturbing fact is tat i could use tat time to do other stuff lyk the hp model or slp.....nvm loh..... well ppl wanna complain abt the workshop (mainly)..... the coms..... as for me..... i feel tat we shld hv the luxury of the private tables loh..... we hv ALOT of stuff..... the boots (are nt light)..... materials..... tools (nt light too)..... sum of us hv to carry our coms around(refer to the com lab issue)..... which are nt light as well..... man..... the private table will be great..... can help us save $$ in lockers loh..... the stuff we industrial designers buy are nt cheap loh..... it is nt textbks or notes..... dey are actual stuff..... shoes..... tools..... etc..... geddit?? i hope it will help loh.....

Friday, August 05, 2005

damn tired.....

wao lao..... i m so dead tired liao..... currently blogging in skool..... didnt go for the yda..... bt still muz present to director..... sianz..... 我好累。。。。。 好想睡。。。。。 lucky gt beizhi here..... she oso nv go yda..... think though its a good experience bt if nt ready den wad the heck?? i guess i better stop liao.....

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

febbie me.....








Your Birthdate: February 23

With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.

You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas.

You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.



You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.

Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.

A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.

You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility.

Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent traveling companion.


quite true in sum parts.....

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.
You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.
You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

my second entry todae.....

god..... it is realli hard to contain one feelings..... i wanna tell him hw much i realli lyk him..... bt too bad ppl tok loh..... den all the crappy stuff start to fall in place..... i hv experience it b4..... gave the poor guy the cold shoulder for tat whole year..... i m so mean..... wahahaha..... i wanna sae..... i realli wanna sae..... bt even in blogs..... ppl will still noe..... worst still..... its on the internet..... million of people use the internet every dae..... though my blog isnt being read much..... bez is to stay safe..... i m realli trying liao..... i noe tat hv to lay low dis time..... i cant b lyk in sec sch..... tat scares guys away zel..... yah..... lets c hw it goes loh..... i think he noes le..... if he is smart enuff..... he shld b able to figure out le..... jia you to cupid..... hope u can shoot tat arrow to him..... okie?? pls lah..... u shoot me liao..... isnt it fair if u shoot him?? haha..... hope u hv done it tat dae.....

haha..... now reading my frenster profile thru my pri sch acc..... hearing my fave song at the same time (jolin one 你怎么连话都说不清楚)..... well started crying..... y?? u might think i siu do or sum thing lyk tat..... juz felt tat i m such a bimbo loh..... a vase..... mayb nt a pretty one ba..... haha..... disappointed n sad..... i oways tot i m kinda smart n clever..... guess i was wrong..... no wonder ppl sae tat i m the bitch loh..... i dunno.....

he is still online..... shld i tok to him?? no..... i guess.....

ppl if u r reading..... hv u ever met such a chek ark person b4?? if u wan tok to me..... well i m such a person..... ppl sad liao still sae idiotic stuff..... well i dun mean it de..... haha..... every time i sae sumthing nice..... i mean realli nice..... den aft tat sacarism n "chek ark"ness cum out..... hw wdumb can i get..... so tat concludes the bimbo part..... toking wifou thinking.....

i think ill hv to rename my blog, my msn, my frenster to 5 dots ..... n 2 question marks?? been using dis stuff think it ll b my trademark loh..... haha.....

my inspirations.....


was looking at rings from tiffany..... not tat i wanna get hooked now bt felt tat tiffany has reali nice stuff..... my hands are kinda empty too..... i think tat gals nowadaes can get wad dey want..... well it is nice to get stuff lyk jewellery frm ppl tat luv u n u luv..... ani wae this ring tat i realli lyk is my inspiration.....

Sunday, July 31, 2005

my next fave song.....

想別的
可是在你眼中察觉什么一闪而过
怎么像是寂寞 於是我更会沉默
没说的
全世界差点都弄懂了那是什么
而我尷尬笑著走开
只能够裝做不懂 怎么能拆穿你的不同
oh偏偏这地球这么小这么挤这么瘦
太阳刻意晒得那么兇
为什么你出现在他出现以后
你怎么连话都说不清楚
那溫柔的tone我听得清楚
我站在他的身边
你站在我的面前
怎么这样心裡会难过
你怎么连话都说不清楚
那溫柔的痛我记得清楚
他站在我的面前
你经过我的身边
忽然之间心裡又难过
为什么
This is a song written by Jay (周杰伦). Sung by Jolin (蔡依林).

the lyrics are so me now...... i feel tat guys nowadays dun express enuff..... dey du sae ani thing..... which keeps us gals waiting..... n making us confused..... cant dey juz get to the point??

Friday, July 29, 2005

doing my entres in the dark.....

lyk the last entry..... i m doing dis one discreetly as well..... at dis rate i ll need to get new glasses liao..... been feeling much better..... nt as sick as b4 liao..... haha..... hope i can go c the island dis sat loh..... actually dun realli feel lyk going..... i juz wanna stay home n chill..... mayb go orchard do my project survey..... think i ll tell zulia n elaine i nt going liao.... no $$$..... so c wad movie.....

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

i guess i hv found me.....

finally i hv found out who am i..... it is hard to describe..... no wonder ppl sae tat it is hard to describe..... i now noe y..... i guess aft all dose aimless compos tat we were to write bout ourselves are all bullshit..... every dae is a learning dae..... who r we to sae tat we exactly noe who we r??? we can onli hv a rough idea of wad we r..... lyk i m a girl..... lyk i noe i lyk jay chou..... stuff lyk tat.....
i think if i continue to b lyk dis..... he will get to c the real me ba..... think tat will be the bez..... dere wont b ani farcades n mask..... so great..... haha.....think i ll juz wait 4 tat cupid to shoot liao loh..... haha..... den good luck to me liao..... the time will cum 的......

Sunday, July 24, 2005

mascara.....

think i m finishing my mascara i bought at bukit timah plaza...... the loreal panoramic curl..... writing in discreet..... mom n dad dun let me use the com so late..... dun care jus finish this entry first..... i noe i lyk him but still too scared to sae..... think i ll c first loh..... ani wae play gb until rank upgrade oso dunno..... now stone hammer liao..... yea...... even got give things leh..... for one year leh..... wow..... redownloaded rose..... still in korean..... haha..... think me n rose 有缘无奋..... if wrong pai sei..... my chinese onli c5 loh..... english b3..... haha..... so i m a banana..... outside yellow..... inside white..... ang mo chinese.....think dey hear me liao..... better wrap up loh..... think i ll not play rose liao..... better full-time gb.....

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

sick......


sick again...... well, dis is the first time dis sem i hv fallen ill.... sneeze n sneeze lyk nobody biz..... throat hurt lyk siao..... still doing my illustrator project....... sux man..... stil gt vi to do....... juz wish tat fri dere isnt ergo..... i ll be happier or less stresser.......
well..... i kinda lyk the idea of editing my pics....... lyk dis one here..... it looks different..... i guess i ll hv to stop here..... i think i ll hv to continue wif work loh....... :(

Sunday, July 17, 2005

untitled......

i hv to admit.... i m dreaming again...... wtf...... i cant believe me....... i m still so dreaming...... haiz.... mayb this is juz so true abt my horoscope....... i guess being 2 fishes is lyk tat ba......
i guess i m one person who gets affected by lurve veri easily..... haiz...... i juz dunno..... i guess i ll hv to wait loh......
buey ta kan liao..... study first loh...... wad to do.......

Sunday, July 10, 2005

i guess i m back at denial.....

sum times i realli hate myself 4 being dis complicated..... sumtimes i ask myself{ wad the f***} i hv done 2 my life...... i noe i lyk him but y do i oways do the opposite stuff???? yea.... it true tat dere r stuff to worry bout but wtf??? one side of me saes tell him the other saes juz shut up bout it, it will die down de...... i dunno...... dis kinda sux loh.....
i think tat i ll go wif the latter...... i guess it is the rite thing to do ba....... i guess i ll hv to stop thinking of him liao le........ better move on wif my not-so-simple life liao.....

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Tangled up in Me

i kinda tink dis song suits my veelings rite now. juz acting hard to get. dis sux loh. but i doubt tat i' ll b the ger sweeping the guy off the feet......
"Tangled Up In Me"
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you cuz I left late again
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away,
Ya! Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction
Ya! Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
You wanna know more, more, more about me Gotta know reverse phsychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away,
Ya! Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction
Ya! Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
You think that you know me
You think that I'm only
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away
Ya! Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction,
Ya!Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

Friday, July 01, 2005

y stuff turn out lyk tat

dis is so crappy loh..... didnt hv ergo..... so tot can c initial d but didnt loh...... i realli wanted to c dis movie realli badly........ i didnt want to hv another incident loh..... um time back dere was another movie wif jay in it(small role)...... wanted to watch but didnt hv the time...... history realli repeats itself........ dis sux big time......... i dun buy the movie again (though i will still buy)..... i think i mean is tat i dun wan 2 wait so long b4 the disc cums out....... i wanna noe wad the story line is bout immediately....... i guess god has a plan 4 all of us 吧........ at least i got the consolation of cing jay so-called in person......

sumthing reali up close.....
my pix

lost in the crowd (more pix)
my pix

where's jay???
my pix

Thursday, June 30, 2005

stuff...






well finally managed to get my pix upload to the blog liao...... i realli wanna c the intial d loh..... still dateless for tat movie..... well actually i did hv one...... however the peron is bz wif examz..... hope amanda can go wif me loh...... or if not can borrow frm zhenlin the vcd loh..... better den nothing wad...... i guess i kinda missed out one posting bout the gala premerie of intial d........ kinda high when i was on the wae to lido........ the prob wif me is probably tat i get excited too quickly...... probably i shld learn frm the proverb= dun count ur chickens b4 dey catch...... i guess if i dun change.....i'll hv to learn the hard wae loh....... dis applies to everything in my life 吧....... ok back to the initial d thingy....... my feelings were kinda high when edison, shawn, anthony and ah bee came..... u might call me a 冷血动物 but when jay came i didnt feel anithing loh...... the feeling was lyk....."ok tats jay loh"....... sumthing lyk tat........i juz dunno y loh........ dis kinda reminds me of my sec1-2 relationships........ lyk the feeling is gone...... deres nothing to look forward to........ i guess so 吧...... aniwae here's the pix i took den......

new style....realli short bob.....
my pix

the perms were really nice but now all gone.....
my pix

Monday, June 20, 2005

Even the best will fall.....

even the best fall down sometimes........

i dunno if i wanna b the best now.... i guess as long we are human we do fall..... i m afraid of heights....... i like to climb but i m afraid to fall...... i cant do absailing..... n i wont do it........

i used to love drawing (in sec 2) but all hv vanished....... i m afraid....... i dunno hw will i survive in the course........ i noe i hv been complaining n whining all this time....... i gues i shld get up n do sumthing......

i m so tired....... waiting everydae for tat answer....... issit too long or too little....... stop confusing me liao..... i m human too..... (dere i go complaining again)

i guess it has become a habit liao.......

Thursday, June 09, 2005

i m back

well i think it is about time tat i got back writing my blog. after the hols, i realised tat i hv been veri much more sensitive than before. i think tat dis could be the reason tat i feel so stress recently.
there has been alot of group projects dis sem. n i m not the type of person who likes group projects. everytime the lecturer saes tat he/she wans group work i would almost freak out. y? people talk. people who talk still hvnt grown up. dey think tat the safest wae of working well is to be with ppl dey noe. i personally think tat dis is wrong. i would prefer to work with sumone tat i hvnt work with. this is the experience. u might hv dis safety net but when u go to the working world things are sooo much different. your so-called frens are actually your enermies. dis reminds me of the time i started working in guess : the first dae of work i wasnt making frens, i was actually scanning my environment n hw i need to react n stuff like tat. dis is life. i hv had frens who actually turned around n stab my back before.
i m realli tired about people talking liao. so everytime i hear or c one, it just fly past me. i think i would be better off tat wae ba.

Friday, April 15, 2005

This is a true love story.....

This story started like 30 years before i was born. (it's about my mom n dad) when i was young, i was ultra curious about how my parents met. it is reallli cool. when my parents were in secondary school, my mom was set up by her gerfren to meet this guy. however this guy set my dad up tp meet my mom. so it was like this total set up thing. well, at that time people were less materialistic. back to the story. according to my mom, they watched star wars. ( which episode i wasnt told) if i could remember the theatre was either jubilee or capitol. and my mom wasnt so much of a star was fan. she is till todae. that was probably how they meet , some 30 years ago on my dad's b dae. i guess that was life then.....
now after 30 years, life for both my parents are so great. there are some fights n quarrel down this road but it is just part of loving each other. they are so unlike those couples who geet married after 3-5 years of courtship. my parents got married after 10 years of courtship.(they got married in 1984)
sometimes i cant realli stand my parents but for them... even after fighting their love is still there. it is just as hard as diamond. i guess god did show us that it is possible that there is sumthing as everlasting love.... this is the type of love that many people in the world are striving to get....

Saturday, April 09, 2005

its time to move on....

i guess its about time tat i move on from being traumatised by my lighting project. i hv to move on, if not so den i would i be able to progress. i noe is tough i still hv to amaze myself n face dis rather cruel world.
now about my love life. i guess it is still not the right time for me. pretty puzzling right?? well, i feel tat guys in poly are still kinda sec sch loh. no heart feelings guys!! dis is juz a tot. i feel like dey are still boys. i guess dere will hv to b 1 point when i noe i hv found the one. yup. tat will b up to god to decide for me. so i ll let god lead me dere.

Monday, April 04, 2005

xtremely stressed up

it is now week 16 of the sem. last 2 weeks ago was the final submision of the lighting project. for sum strange reason, i got to redo the entire light. during the process of making the light(for the submision on week 14) i totally lost myself n broke down. this is so not me. i wasn't like tat when i was in sec sch. things hv change so much. i guess i hv been taking things a little too seriously. i think tat i hv been lying to myself all this while. i hate this me. i wish i could be s carefree s i was b4. den came the second light. followed the lecturer's instructions but nothing seem to work. it totally sucked. as usual i broke down again. i really need a breather. mayb i'll go on a holidae tats if i dun hv work. i guess i really need a break. hope tat i can get this break soon..

Thursday, March 24, 2005

There are things that I wanna say....

Well, there are quite a few things that I feel like telling u but i dun realli hv the guts to do so. I feel realli silly. Dis could b the 1st time in such a long while tat i dun hv the confidence i used to hv when i was single. the butterflies are back... Is dis a good sign??? I m wondering.... i m afraid tat i m wrong in my judgement.... I DUN WANT TO BE..... i wish tat all dis confidence tat i m putting up now are true to my heart.... to put it in a different wae--- i m the investor now n i m not veri sure abt the investment tat i m abt to invest on....
i noe u are a great guy.... to me dere's no doubt in tat..... but do u think so abt me??? mayb tat is the answer i would like to noe.......

Monday, March 07, 2005

Moving Soon!!

Wahaha!! I am moving to Sengkang this Sunday!!! Finally going to a more safer place. Not that Joo Seng is bad but there are just too many preverts here. Very dangerous. I had a few ancounters before. Nothing serious did happen but some exchange from dirty words and looks. This people need mental help. Idiots!!!
Well, back to my new place, my room is facing the park. The view is just so nice!!!

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Is change GOOD ???

I have decided to convert. Is it good or not?? Well, i think that having a religon would probably be a good way of relieving stress. Some times I wonder if the thought I have are deceving my own actions. Am I confusing myself all the time?? I guess so. So Zelda listen up! Live life honestly and confidently, stop being so pretentious!! I know the person now is definitely not the Zelda before. Can I do it?? Find my actual self and be it?? I hope so.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

18 Liao!!!

WOW!!!! 18!!! There are so many things that I can do at this age!!! Hehe!! Can go buy 4D without worrying, can go buy beer alone, can go clubbing without worrying that the bouncers would check my IC (even though I look so 21). Three years later, I would be able to buy my own car (if I have the cash that is if I have), I would be able to get my own apartment ( money again). Well time certainly will move very quickly. By the time I graduate from poly, I' ll be 21. (well, I think I'll look 30 by then) I just have no idea why do I look so old!!! So crap!! Then again I am rather tall as well (168 cm). I think my height could be one of the problems that why I am still single. But I think being tall is a gift. Not many people can be so tall!! Hehe!!

Friday, February 18, 2005

I am missing you!!!

This entry is dedicated to my Ah Ma and Ah Gong. Both of them have already moved on to the next part of life. I really miss both of them. Was talking to Brenda this afternoon. Realize how little she remembered about them. I really miss my grandparents. Today is neither their death date or Qing Ming. You might ask why I talk about them today. Why? I ask myself. I also have no idea. But does missing someone has to happen on a specific day??
Death seems so beautiful and scary all at the same time by just thinking about it. So beautiful because you have relief yourself of the job you have been destinated on earth. So scary because of the people you know missing you.(like me)
I don't if my Ah Ma and Ah Gong can see this. But I am still going on. When I read about how other people have their Ah Ma Ah Gong to dote, I get very jealous. It has been almost 7 years since you guys have left me. I missed the days during Chinese New Year when I went to your house in Kim Keat for visiting. It was so fun. I missed your cooking Ah Ma, I missed how you protected me when my mom scolded me when I was naughty. Why is God so selfish?? Why don't I have what my other cousins have?? I really badly wanted to bring my first boyfriend to you guys to see but I never will get the chance any more!!!
I know this is rather stupid to ask this. How have you guys been?? What is heaven like?? Do you miss us?? Any way I totally do!!! 阿妈,阿公 我很想你们。我爱你们。

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

It's a week more

7 more days and I'll b 18. For this year I don't really have anything I want to have or do. Well, it is kinda different. It seems so not me. Because usually every year, there is something that i would really want to have. But everything is so different this year?? I am worried. Maybe as time passes by, I have gotten numb to my material needs.(although i seem the opposite in front of people) But have I really gotten over this flaw of mine??

Monday, February 14, 2005

Valentine dae

Well, for starters, I totally hate the idea of valentine' s day!! First of all, i don't have a date (that's just nothing), next everything gets so damn expensive, then when you get one for yourself, you get laugh at!! Crap!! Why do people get blinded by the fact that you have to treat your loved one extra well on this stupid day?? I think that is just taking people for granted!! Everyday can be a valentine day if one just treat the loved one with as much love you can give!! Isn't that good enough??
Another thing is that why it has to be celebrated with an opposite sex?? Why when you celebrate it with a person of the same gender, others say that you are a homosexual?? Even so, homosexuals have FEELINGS too!!
Well, if todays posting gets rather pissed, it is because I have seen too many people being taken for granted!! Maybe I was one of them, but that was a very long time ago. At least, it is over now!!
Finally, I would like to wish all singletons a HAPPY V DAY. So what if you are single!! I am and I am loving it!!

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!

Well, i have sort of went missing in action for quite a long while. I was busy with school projects!!(which i kinda learned how to enjoy them!!) I was also busy with the new house!! On touching this subject, there are so many things that has to be done!! It is kinda tedious!! But I think that hould be the way because I am going to live there in the near future what!!
On the eve of the lunar new year, went back to Beatty with Elaine, Zulia and Guo Wei (Zulia's boyfriend). It seems that I keep having this weird problem with my best friends' guys. Maybe we totally have different ideas. I have no idea!! Any way I behave the way I am. I totally hate the idea of putting of this really stupid facarde!!! Any way back to going back to Beatty.
Met up with Zulia( of course with Guo Wei) at Mac, Elaine was late. She lives in Bukit Timah!!
Was late for the concert, so we didn't see the how the orchestra performed. Maybe that could be a blessing in disguise.
So the concert ended, met up with Mr Tan, Mr Amos , Mr Ng and the other teachers. Hey, Mr Ng gave all four of us a red packet.
We had a show at PS. Well, at first that wasn't the show that I had intended to watch( Seoul Raiders) but i kinda enjoyed it.

Saturday, January 29, 2005

am i sick

for the past few days, i have been having these headaches. there seem to be this load of about 100g within the walls of my skull. is it the lack of sleep?? could it be the music that i have been listening to?? i really want this headache to go away!!


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28 Jan 2005

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Sunday, January 23, 2005

i need a breather!!

i really can't stand the pressure!!!
i just hope that the holiday come sooner!!
the work load keeps on piling!!!
i really need a breather!!

Friday, January 21, 2005

haji

it's a holiday today in singapore!
sort of gate-crashed a party at pasir ris area!
didn't really ate much! maybe we arrived there late!
maybe we gate-crash the party,
so the people there kinda treated us like shit!
i really missed looking at the night sky not just with any tom, dick or harry
but
with someone special in my life!
haven't had it since i broke up with him!
that was like 4 years ago!!
hope that special person arrive soon
by the way the sky is beautiful tonight!!

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY CHOU

you were born this very day 25 years ago!!
as an avid fan, i wish u happy 25 birthday!!
and all your hopes, dreams and wishes may come through!!

light

thank you for making it clear!!
i am so happy about it
even though u had actually sort of broken my heart!
i think that it is better than i were to be in the dark!
at least the uncertainty is gone!!

i totally feel very much lighter!!!

Thursday, January 13, 2005

i m really tired

i m really tired
noise and stress surround me everyday.
it' s very irritating!

if only all this could just stop!

all i wish is that life be as simple as possible

in the past i used to complicate matters alot
i kinda regret all the outcomes...

now with the new year of 2005
i hope i can do things with a K.I.S.S
(keep it simple silly)

i miss the good ol' days
when i was in secondary school
the poly life is just too fast for me!

but i m trying to adjust as much as possible...

during the year of 2004
i have seen many unhappy events.
the tsuinami,
my grandma passing on,
me not getting into my choice of mass communications in ngee ann poly...

thank goodness 2004 is the past!

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

un cer tain ty

every time a false hope is given,
sadness takes over.

u this time have given me
uncertainty.
i really have no idea
who,
what
will take over this time.

it seems like this
uncertainty
is a thin line between
false hope
and
sincere hope.

i used to be an extremely
confident person.
but u have taken all this
confidence
away........

will u give it
back to me??.....