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Thursday, June 30, 2005

stuff...






well finally managed to get my pix upload to the blog liao...... i realli wanna c the intial d loh..... still dateless for tat movie..... well actually i did hv one...... however the peron is bz wif examz..... hope amanda can go wif me loh...... or if not can borrow frm zhenlin the vcd loh..... better den nothing wad...... i guess i kinda missed out one posting bout the gala premerie of intial d........ kinda high when i was on the wae to lido........ the prob wif me is probably tat i get excited too quickly...... probably i shld learn frm the proverb= dun count ur chickens b4 dey catch...... i guess if i dun change.....i'll hv to learn the hard wae loh....... dis applies to everything in my life 吧....... ok back to the initial d thingy....... my feelings were kinda high when edison, shawn, anthony and ah bee came..... u might call me a 冷血动物 but when jay came i didnt feel anithing loh...... the feeling was lyk....."ok tats jay loh"....... sumthing lyk tat........i juz dunno y loh........ dis kinda reminds me of my sec1-2 relationships........ lyk the feeling is gone...... deres nothing to look forward to........ i guess so 吧...... aniwae here's the pix i took den......

new style....realli short bob.....
my pix

the perms were really nice but now all gone.....
my pix

Monday, June 20, 2005

Even the best will fall.....

even the best fall down sometimes........

i dunno if i wanna b the best now.... i guess as long we are human we do fall..... i m afraid of heights....... i like to climb but i m afraid to fall...... i cant do absailing..... n i wont do it........

i used to love drawing (in sec 2) but all hv vanished....... i m afraid....... i dunno hw will i survive in the course........ i noe i hv been complaining n whining all this time....... i gues i shld get up n do sumthing......

i m so tired....... waiting everydae for tat answer....... issit too long or too little....... stop confusing me liao..... i m human too..... (dere i go complaining again)

i guess it has become a habit liao.......

Thursday, June 09, 2005

i m back

well i think it is about time tat i got back writing my blog. after the hols, i realised tat i hv been veri much more sensitive than before. i think tat dis could be the reason tat i feel so stress recently.
there has been alot of group projects dis sem. n i m not the type of person who likes group projects. everytime the lecturer saes tat he/she wans group work i would almost freak out. y? people talk. people who talk still hvnt grown up. dey think tat the safest wae of working well is to be with ppl dey noe. i personally think tat dis is wrong. i would prefer to work with sumone tat i hvnt work with. this is the experience. u might hv dis safety net but when u go to the working world things are sooo much different. your so-called frens are actually your enermies. dis reminds me of the time i started working in guess : the first dae of work i wasnt making frens, i was actually scanning my environment n hw i need to react n stuff like tat. dis is life. i hv had frens who actually turned around n stab my back before.
i m realli tired about people talking liao. so everytime i hear or c one, it just fly past me. i think i would be better off tat wae ba.