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Sunday, October 30, 2005

walao.....

thinking tat it was kinda "safe" to tell ppl sum stuff..... bt the "safety" of the feeling isnt right..... damn it lah.....
sumtimes i juz wanna ask tat guy wad would happen if dis happen or tat happens..... damn it..... lost all the f**cking guts lah.....
i guess dis time is for real liao loh..... damn it lah.....

Saturday, October 29, 2005

finally......

changed the skin liao..... still making other improvements..... haha..... i guess i realli think too much loh..... wad the heck lah..... dun care liao.....

Monday, October 24, 2005

think will go under another construction liao.....

kinda bored wif the skin liao..... a bit too sian liao loh..... think will put under construction loh..... think will do lyk my frenster one loh.....

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

results.....

well..... finally got the results..... a bit disappointed in myself..... my gpa still so low loh..... 2.4..... lyk no diif frm last ime loh..... gt 4 Bs lyk oso no use.....damn it...... haiz..... got to work harder for the next sem loh..... need the grades b4 i go attachment loh..... zelda muz jia you hor....

Friday, October 07, 2005

irresistible.....

oh my gawd..... yesterdae went to the hunk campus (SMU)..... todae oso go..... but the guys todae nt as good as yesterdae..... was almost melting yesterdae loh..... y the guys at SMU are so much better looking den NYP guys..... esp tat grp of guys loh..... everyone of them realli damn cute loh..... omg..... shld go dere more often loh.....

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

why.....

been doing some thinking..... realized tat i cant reali group wif people..... i reali dunno..... i think i give people the impression that i can work alone..... haiz..... i dunno..... juz hope life gets better loh..... hope people know wad type of person i m loh.....

Saturday, October 01, 2005

a nice story.....

One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality...I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
"God", I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"
His answer surprised me..."Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern andthe bamboo?"
"Yes", I replied."
When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.
I gave them light. I gave them water.
The fern quickly grew from the earth.
Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed.
But I did not quit on the bamboo.
In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.
He said."In the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit.
In the fourth year, again, there was nothing fromthe bamboo seed. "I would not quit." He said."Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged fromthe earth.Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over100 feet tall.It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots""I would not quit on the bamboo. I will never quit on you.""Don't compare yourself to others." He said. "The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern. Yet,they both make the forest beautiful.""Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high!""How high should I rise?" I asked."How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return."As high as it can?" I questioned."Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high asyou can."I left the forest and bring back this story.
THERE IS ALWAYS LIGHT,just make sure it is not atrained headed towards you from the opposite endof the tunnel....enlightened...... ;-)