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Sunday, January 29, 2006

gong hei fat choy


haha!恭喜发财!wahaha! so happy nw! ang bao collection has been really GOOD! plus mahjong winnings! at first i lost a bit. well, it was a bit! less den $2. hehe. ltr at night, won more! omg! bt i hv to sae i gt shifu to 指点. lol. mayb use the cash to treat my sisters or treat my hair! fuck loh! nv gt the chance to cut, dye my hair! sian! haha!

i read frm some fengshui thingy, they say i dis year gt 桃花leh! haha! dun care lah! if come jiu come loh! cant stop wad! hehe! think now juz enjoy my $$! hehe!

Thursday, January 26, 2006

做完了

finally finish my vi 3d modeling. spent the entire night doing the model. haha. still looks crappy. nt lyk CA. the guy is rhino king wad. lol. this is my 3rd time staying up but the first for work. the other two were play n cant slp. haha. luckily mrs ang postpone the classes to aft cny. heng loh! dun hv to rush. some more today oso gt nafa! sian! long time nv go gym liao! hehe! hw? my standing broad jum and the incline chin ups totally suck loh! the rest still can get at least 3 points. haha. sit ups are easy, sit n reach is my best, i m ok at running. so.... haiz..... pray aftwards dun screw up loh! haiz!

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Things I'll Never Say

I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head

[pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah

[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What’s on my mind
If ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care

What’s wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I’ve got nothing to say

Yes I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
These things I’ll never say


ya. so much to say, so little guts to say! (Avril Lavigne's Things I'll Never Say.)

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i guess iwebtunes has closed down! my blog doesnt hv any song, so does amanda n jensen. too bad loh. haha.

Monday, January 23, 2006

wtf

damn it. the pile gets bigger and bigger. so wish time to stop forever. i can rest then. i juz wonder hw do some ppl do it. they can still play(maybe not), do their work n still sleep. this ppl are pro loh. haha. i noob wad. haha.

this is totally irrelevant. i totally hate ppl taking pictures with the camera used being seen in the pic. so eek!

haiz. the 19 is comin next mth. so old liao. haiz. still hvnt take my license leh. haiz. still a virgin. haha. i dun wanna be the 40-year-old virgin leh. haha. still hvnt lose weight to the ideal size. haiz. sooo many things to do. haiz. still hvnt hv my ice cream on fire. haiz. still hvnt grad which i wanna do soon. haiz. still hvnt tan enough, still hvnt get my coach wallet n gucci bag. still hvnt say wad i wan to bdae. haha. still hvnt get the black ipod nano i wan. still hvnt get the guy i wan. haha. sianz. still hvnt travel enough.
i wanna go to venice, b4 it sinks. ya. i shall make it the first trip aft my graduation. so Venice here i come. haha.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

wedding

attended my couz wedding(kok leong gor a.k.a adrian lim). ok. there was the typical ballroom, shark's fin, abalone(small slice though), yam seng etc. think abt it, it is really cliche! really sian leh! Boring!
me n my future husband will hold every thing on a roof top(balcony at the heeren shops?). that place seems cool. or the top of some cool building loh. den only gt my mom & dad, his mom & dad to withness the solemisation. aft tat they can leave if they wan to. i ll prob invite my girlfriends (only 5 leh: zulia, elaine, wei yun, wei xian n marilyn) tats all. den he' ll invite his guyfrens. think only 15-20 ppl only. food is cavier, red wine, goose liver (foie glass), have chocolate fondue for dessert. nt full den order maggie mee loh. lol. so nt there hor...
i dun wan anything cliche. no long gown. mini skirt? jeans lah. lol. easier to move, can dance too!
i wan to wear the kuak too! (traditional chinese wedding costume) its cool leh! my make-up is to be done my me loh! no make-up artist. sorry ppl.
music has to be songs that are super old! like the beatles. lol. no lah. mayb songs like barry marilow, good songs loh. if can use punk, den....

yah tats my wedding loh!

Thursday, January 19, 2006

crap

fuck! the vi! omg! if i dun get it done well i fucking fail! hell with the stupid idea! nvm! at least i knw who's going to fail. lol. nt naming. sure kana screw in the ass if i name! so stressed up this week! i really need a break! vi, vincent, model-making, comm skills, ms tan, tution, hse chores..... the list goes on. damn. dis sat gt my couz wedding(kok leong gorgor). doing my hair at home wif sis. all of us needs straighting. maybe i ll just bun it up. more pro! lol. wearing pants! sian! at least still gt that top to be femine. lol. gtg. hv to finish sketching! 8 more! omg! i m dead! prepare the coffin! lol.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

super lame

ya. ppl are getting makeovers for the chinese new year. nt me loh. haiz. bo lieu. haiz. no money to dye hair, no money to perm hair (oso no length to perm. lol), no money to treatment. haiz.
hope the tution lessons can get some cash. hehe. wanna get contacts/new specs, new hair style/colours, new finger & toe nails, get new skin, get slimmer. haha. long list sia!
wanna watch the memoirs of a geisha. i m nt les. bt the show seems nice loh. zhang ziyi has blue-gray eyes! if only i can get contacts like tat! ya. abt tat. think i wan purple lenses! hehe! my fave colour! nice hor! i like this colour! bt i need toric lenses. haiz. more money!

try this

haha!

Thursday, January 12, 2006

losers

this time is so unlike the post on my losers. this time is about the losers that think they are better than me! yuck! swearing at me won't do u any good! the two lines didnt really work though! i remember some line from the movie Batman (its the one with the penguin). Penguin said, "A pen is as sharp as a sword".....
Why put anon? Why don't u juz write ur name which u are so ashamed of which u wanna juz put "anon"? Ashamed ar? My name is much better than u ar? U scared? U feel inferior that i am born with a cooler name than u? that i hv a game name? well, to put in simple terms, "I DESPISE U". I don't hate u, that's not me. Hating hurts the mind n body. Despising is different. Despising makes me feel better n more confident. So only losers in LIFE, get despise and are chucked at one corner. haha. thnx for being my "chocolate bar". pls dun take it in a romantic way. u hvnt reach that height. wahahaha. wahahahaha. LOSER

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

finally

yah, finally the com is "alive". haha. damn it! the butterflies are back though! i thought they were long gone! fuck lah!

reformatted the com, had a hard time installing the drivers, still couldn't get the wireless installed! sian!

was reading xiaxue's blog on the hate sites owners. thought of someone prominent! wahaha! well, i think that guy reali at home bo min kia zho. haha! (sian my chinese is down, if nt can write chinese loh!)

btw, finish ms tan work liao. redo leh! think is the best loh! wahaha! nice hor! ok lah! not as nice as sian lee one can! but at least better than the other two rite! i think the message is stronger wahaha!
did the cover for the sketchbook too! nice hor! hehe! i do like the "track marks" haha!





































Monday, January 02, 2006

its my death day tml

i m so screwed tml! the poster sux! so disgusting. i dun lyk it. bt i wont sae i dun tml. it will be shooting myself in the foot. well too bad. totally lyk the previous one. this is lyk soooo much better! haiz!


y guys still dun geddit? yah i think i still cant get over tat person! fuck me lah! lucky for me i dun hv to behave lyk b4. y? cos sum ppl knw wad it. thank god! i dun hv to feel so cramped up! haha!


sian! tml hv to go back skool! knn. holidae lyk not holiday so sian loh! wtf! i nw hv holiaday mood! no mood to go skool! haiz bo bian! got to go liao! haiz! life of a student.....

yea wadeva

if sum ppl hv tried this url "o-0simplezel0-o.blogspot.com" they prob get this page. yah changed it lah. dun ask wads the url. if u can read this u knw wads the url. so enuff of the stupid questions laah.read xiaxue's entry abt y men dun get it. yah sum time dey really dun get it. its nt abt the conversation i had wif my classmate todae. (classmate coz its to protect the identity of that person). i often get private messenges thru my frendster account. some of these msgs are frm real frens that i knw n they wanna tell me stuff. well the rest are frm mostly guys wanting to get to knw me etc. ok i m flattered. i guess i m picky loh. is lyk u knw u dun look good den u are so fucking persistent. can u get the hint. dotz sia. this guy has been blocked n deleted frm my msn. so fucking irritating. ask me if i m lesbian! wtf. do i look les to u? if u wondering y m i so open n "careless" abt wad i write. the reason is tat hardly any one reads my blog. haha. besides the point, the url has change! haha! so i can express better! yea!!
i accept the fact that i cant get along well with ppl. yah my human relations suck. dun worry i would never apply for the post of a HR personel. yah too bitchy n direct. more like the character of a guy though. fuck it lah!
(so irritating! my com keep popping up nosensical advertisements.)
yah always moving around the sam topics. yah used to lyk that guy. i guess i m still nt ready for any emotional attachment. too bad loh. i guess wad i feel is want n nt need. haha.
shit loh! my ms poster oso dunno if can or nt? haiz! too bad. the file seems to hv error to upload. haha. i think this time one really suxx loh. the previous one was better. yah file too big again! sian! any wae ltr have to go print at peace centre. A2 n costs $12! yah dumb enough to go into an expensive course. if i had gone to business, mayb on clothes n i ll be richer. shit. aiyah juz finish this den sae lah!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Because of You

Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
.............(wait a few counts)..
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
ya by the first american idol. dun ask y i hear such a sad song on new year's day. fuck u for asking. the song is nice mah. gt the video here go see lah! its a very real song. (lyrical wise). child abuse, relationship failures etc. good song for blaming ppl oso! haha!