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Thursday, April 27, 2006

people are hypocritical

was comparing with my sis hw was the politics like in my course and in her class. damn dirty loh. haha. nyp sdn id has a super lot of fucking hypocrites. (ok, at least i m nt s bad s some other ppl.) my sis went like , "omg, no wonder u isolate urself." ya i do tat. i dun think there's a use to talk to them. all some of them are like tat so y give a fucking shit. so i juz live my own life loh and i m doing pretty fine.
ya she's my sis, so she knws hw much i really hate/despise/detest/look down on ppl who are so. though i m the sort of person who thinks tat passing judgement on others is a really dumb thing to do(coz it will juz show hw insecure u r), i think tat no matter the amount of insecurities, hypocrites are the worse sort of people. it reflects tat the person can't deal with the person/situation by his/her own.
i gossip. however, i do make the open stand tat i either hate the person or the situation. read this (rem to scroll to "a big laugh"). i did an open stand on tat. tat person, well shld i say did the same or nt. coz wad tat person (let's say "it" for the person, "it" doesn't require any respect) did was to create a hate-base blog abt me. haha. its pretty interesting of hw "it" describes me. haha. ( i overly love myself -- nt related) making jokes are fine, making weird jokes.... means u gotta self check urself into a mental institute. far away frm me, mayb in pensavania (cant spell lah, its tat american state/area where vampires live). y? so ur blood will b super sucked dry by dracula. den dracula will bcome siao n die too. hehe. (weird imagination) kill 2 birds with one stone. haha.
enuff of stuff. haha. if "it" wanna comment, go ahead. coz in the end "it" will get nothing in return. mayb juz another one or 2 ppl who think tat "it" is totally ridiculous. haha.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

punking my life..

joke of today!! johnathan lim choon ann is getting MARRIED!! haha.

its a joke, k? its his fren lah. haha.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

moving on...

so no more sloppy love songs... all punk nw!! if u wana listen to cao ge, go dl urself or ask fren to send u the song lah.

insanity.

haha. stangely enough, i hv soon started my quest of utter weird insanity. mayb i shld b singing matchbox 20's unwell. haha
k i'm back! no more getting depressed for "no reason" liao! i'll b the disgusting one again. haha. so get ready for super sick jokes/tots/behaviour!! haha. back to saying fuck you no reason. haha. loved tat!! backed to hecking care!! wor!!!!!!!!!!!! tats me!! sooo back!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry guys for missing the old moi!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, April 23, 2006

she's rite.

she's rite. marilyn's rite, elaine's rite, zulia's rite. they' re all rite.

Friday, April 21, 2006

its hard.

fuck lah. tot i could hv to best of both worlds but i juz fucking cant. damn it. k my "career" is on a smooth way. bt the other side..... its totally fucked up. haiz. mayb i'm juz greedy.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

happiness in every aspect of life.

tot someone up there had forgotten abt me. well he didnt.

i guess it was a blessing in disguise that i did OT. haha. chatted with my boss. he mentioned abt me being matured and tat my rendering skills have soo improved. ya i knw that i'm matured (super, coz ppl say i'm older den my age). he said it is a good thing. n tat it would b easy for me in the future. ^^. rendering skills. he said tat with this skills, i m able to get a good job overseas or even study there!! bonus!! he allowed me to use the stuff i did for my portfolio!!

part 2 of happiness. i won't say extreme. i juz made a new fren. haha. zulia intro de. haha. its a guy. she told me yest. didnt think tat she'll give him my number so quickly. haha. his name is Quee Tiong. QT for short. lol. nice guy so far. haha. (at least better den some ppl lah)

happy day!!

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Monday, April 17, 2006

long weekend


good friday was a public holiday. so had a long weekend. went to bugis tat area on fri. (as my usual-super-dislike-over-preaching-christians self, i wore an almost gothic attire. see the skirt isn't black. well the boots aren't visible but they are black. plus i had black nails. and the make-up was all so slutty. haha)
i gota confess. that was my first time wearing boots with a mini skirt. the boots are like 2 1/2 inch high. (ya i know, i'm like 1.7 n i'm wearing those boots.) well, the boots "killed" my feet. i had to take one day to revive them. haha. bo bian. no pain no gain. when i came home amanda commented that my dressing was not nice. we didn't argue about it though, however we came to a conclusion that we have different taste in dressing. anyway back to tat "good" friday.

personally i prefer to shop or juz rome orchard road. the guys there are more of a better breed of eye candy. at beach road, guys are most prob ns guys who are trying to spend their weekend away. (or they are juz desperate, tat they wanna go girl hunting. but always fail to succeed.)

i cant believe this! i was on to bugis (still at suntec); and this super fat momma's boy miao me leh. (Eeeeeeeeeeeeee) wei xian saw him. and she was like: got ppl miao u leh!!! i went: omg! [slap hand to forehead action]

ok tat was the first incident of tat day. actually there were 3 in total. haha. only 3 and i'm complaining. mayb i'm nt used to it? haha.

second incident. was crossing the road to this fashion. ok this time the guy is much better than the first. he was with a friend. so ok lah. (i juz dun like the tot tat my boyfriend is a momma's boy. super er loh. i expect u to be responsible and independent liao leh.) the bad point of that guy was tat he seems too beng. haha. (if i like bengs, den i would hv go for yong quan liao loh.) haha.

took 80. on the journey, like around the geylang area gt this i won't say cute bt at least nt bad-looking chap look up (i was taking a double-decker bus and sitting all the way back on the second floor). he kinda reminds me of jx. haha. the type of guy who will become a true blue metrosexual like say takayu kimura? vaness wu mayb. bt he's nt my type of metrosexual. haha.

ok those were the 3 incidents. at this fashion i saw this skirt which i really liked. tried it too. totally matched the gothic theme. (it was lace!!) think i'll go back to buy it. got the pay liao loh. wahaha. think the shoes n the manicure can wait. the skirt like more important leh. haha. k lah gtg.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

sweden.

ya. decided liao. i ll b going overseas to study. most prob sweden. well, i might b slightly influenced my elaine's switzerland trip. the fact is that i do wanna get an overseas degree. tot of italy. bt too x and they do more art stuff. tot of germany. felt tat it was too engineering. so was comtemplating between the two. den did some research. saw tat swedish universities are quite attractive. plus the design there oso nt too bad. (ikea is swedish leh) though i hv found one university frm sweden bt i ll still continue to do research. think sunday do up the portfolio loh. (nt all lah, bit by bit)

Monday, April 10, 2006

i loved my sunday!

k boxed! haha! ate at esplanade! stingray! chilli! waiting for zulia's pictures.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

boring ppl

toking to jackson n zl on msn. juz realized they are boring ppl. makes me boring too. wtf. wanna slp liao oso dunno wad they hv decided. tot girls are the procastinating type. 原来 guys oso no diff. n they cant make up their minds too.
am i like tat?
at times ba. k. nw i really wanna mao both of them liao!! bt muz wait till morning. tired. juz came back frm qing ming. some more ltr in the day gt to pray my ah ma and go sing KBOX! looking forward to tat nia.

Monday, April 03, 2006

super woman

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