the angel wears "this fashion"

i'm a 穷 person. so i wear "this fashion" loh. :( gt to see the movie "the devil wears prada" with my babe. seriously speaking, i hvnt really seen a movie in like donkey years lah. i hvnt had so much fun in like so long. the movie is fine. good storyline. the entire show reminded me of ppl with entirely no working experience. i m nt going to do a review on the movie coz i m nt paid to. i ll juz give my 2 cents worth. i think ppl like my sis shld go see it.
i guess if u cant deal wif office politics, den too bad.

went for dinner at the balcony with zulia.

tired liao. think will blog tml/in the day. i think the pics shld be done by then.

原来我没那么坚强。

你们错了。我不是金三顺。 我是我。 不可能是别人的。我也没她那么坚强。我不会告白。也不会做好吃的蛋糕。 也没她那么肥。看了她的节目， 就决得自己瘦多了。头发阿。 根本都不像啦。 不过她的眼睛却比我大。 我直有密密眼。 :(
没办法生来就这样。
你看我们有这么多的差别。 我像她？ 我真的没她坚强。我直会躲一边哭。 好懦弱。 其实我也不想。也不知为何这样。我好像找回以前的我。找回那时快乐的我。现在，一点也不快乐。好想念同学他们。以前跟zulia, elaine 和 marilyn 他们的日子。以前一起吃饭。

scanteak.. mind block.

damn, i 'hv gt a fucking mind block. in a few hrs time, i m going to sch to kana shoot plus demoralise all over agn. fuck. i tot that crit thing is susposed to b on the 23 of oct? y today? fuck. ppl are so fucking flickle. pls decide quickly. dun waste my time. time=$$ lah.. u rich can waste loh.. i nt rich mah.

She moves in her own way

So at my show on Monday
I was told that someday
You'd be on your way to better things
It's not about your make-up
Or how you try to shape up
To these tiresome paper dreams
Paper dreams honey

So now you pour your heart out
You're telling me you're far out
You're all about to lie down for your cause
But you don't pull my strings
Cause I'm a better man
Moving on to better things

But uh oh, I love her because
She moves in her own way
But uh oh, she came to my show
Just to hear about my day

And at the show on Tuesday
She was in her mindset
Tempered firs and spangled boots
Looks are deceiving
Making me believe it
And these tiresome paper dreams
Paper dreams honey, yeah

So won't you go far
Tell me you're a keeper
You're all about to lie down for your cause
But you don't pull my strings because
Cause I'm a better man
Moving on to better things

But uh oh, I love her because
She moves in her own way
But uh oh, she came to my show
Just to hear about my day

Yes our wish's that we never made it
Through all the summers
We kept them up instead of
Kicking us back down to the suburbs
Yes our wish's that we never made it
Through all the summers
We kept them up instead of
Kicking us back down to the suburbs

But uh oh, I love her because
She moves in her own way
But uh oh, she came to my show
Just to hear about my day

But uh oh, I love her because
She moves in her own way
But uh oh, she came to my show
Just to hear about my da

i kinda like the kooks.

i promised.

1. 7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
- crazy!
- tall
- high class(?)
- lame
- loud
- talkative
- weird

2. 7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME
- cockroaches
- sudden boos
- ghots(?)
- the future
- not knowing what death is like
- nt able to complete poly
- rejection (who isn't?)

3. 7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT
- 那女孩对我说
- Naive by the kooks
- SOS
- Saying goodbye
- Hate me by blue october
- 完美
- Mr Q

4. 7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST
- my lips(hehe)
- my gals(marilyn, zulia n elaine)
- my lashes with falsies n mascara
- my lappie
- chocolate!!!! hmmmm..
- sparky!!
- my family(i think that's the love)

5. 7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST
- fuck
- shit
- kao
- damn
- jackson, 我爱你。fake confessions.
- ehh.
- haha

6. 7 PEOPLE I WANNA SEE DO THIS
- amanda
- laine
- zulia
- jensen
- marilyn
- jiemei
- class peeps?

is it called 尴尬？(my ass)

i think i mayb shld say ba.. well i m nt like some ppl who openly confess (real) likings to ppl. fake ones are juz for fun. since p6 has ended i think its abt time.. i m still kinda shy abt the entire thing though. haha. (shy my ass) haha. i think is the thought of rejection. i guess that's so. well, who isn't? we are all creatures who love "face". esp singaporeans! haha.
today, was kinda weird. i think i was more like taken aback. taken aback by wad? haha. well, this person came. ( i'm still rather sceptical.) erm. i juz took a glance. that's all. nothing more den that. haha. n i knw that my behaviour was rather quiet when this person was around. pls do nt ask y i din behave like on normal days. coz i really have no idea so. plus i guess sms, msn, phone chatting are totally different from meeting any one in person. esp when its someone who you either hvnt seen b4 or hvnt really met in a long time. thinking abt it, i dun really feel weird meeting my primary sch frens. mayb its who. could be. "blush" haha. i DO blush? haha. i thought i was too dark to blush. haha. lame joke.
i think this person sort of knw? duno oso good. knw oso.. gt nothing to say abt tat. even so, i think i might nt wanna think abt wad u are going to do or say or even think. i knw i'm nt the best option(?) for u. i knw i' ll nt make a really good companion, frm past experiences; i m a super difficult gf. nt material-wise, as in i'm hard to get. very unpredictable. i m nt chosy(good point). haha. its nt the mood swings. its more like character. i'm rather hard to sterotype/categorise.
i'm like 19 nw. so i think i shld b able to handle rejection(?). i think at most cry loh. haha. at most gain a few pounds loh. at most gourge on ice-cream n chocolates loh. at most bcome a workaholic. at most find a other guy; cos the forest is soooo big. at most suck it up and move on with life. its no the end leh.
hey. i gt 条件 one. i m nt say ugly(lookable). so i think there shld b one for me. rite? 月老 sure gt one red string for me. i believe so. i think i m juz forgotten by him to connect. haha. so.. hey 月老先生，别忘了忙我搒线。我已等了6多年。记得, k?
ok i juz wrote a indirect confession plus a motivation to myself in case of rejection(most prob).

加世界

总想好把的希望没有看见你哭
看你默默的走在那里我想不到的眼泪早已淹没在心里
我的心里看着你的一切我走在坐位上握着你的项链
窗外的云云覆盖了夕阳我想那天雨天起你的彩虹会出现
不知道那一天会是哪一天
我总是走在老天安排的不归路任我在反复去找你的一片夜里
人都不放忘着
世界慢慢的把那些点滴往前迈着你的手放不开我的心也走不开
你的爱我已经找不到
我坐在坐位手里握着你的项链窗外的云云覆盖了夕阳我想那天雨天起
你的彩虹会出现不知道那一天会是哪一天
我总是走在老天安排的不归路任我在反复去找你的一片夜里
人都不放忘着
世界慢慢的把那些点滴往前迈着你的手放不开我的心也走不开
你的爱我已经找不到

i m nt really sure who sang it.. bt when i dl it, it was under 周杰伦. doesnt really sound like him. bt rather nice..

Finally its ALL over!!

I m back!! Missed blogging. really stressful leh.. mayb i really expect alot frm myself. i m in sch nw.. will blog more at home.

my wake up call!!

Miss Zelda,

Pls stop blogging, stop photoshopping pictures, stop watching videos, stop gaming, stop daydreaming and just finish the fucking P6!!! When its all done, you can do what ever you want! Ok? Thanks.

Zelda

i want a new wardrobe!!

i really liked beyonce's wardrobe frm the music video deja vu.. esp the puffed sleeves blouse!! can any one be kind enuff to buy/give me those stuff?? pretty please..

some stuff is did on the com..

(slight difference in the original colour)

i m bored..

well i shld be drawing nw lah.. bt lazy lah.. hehe.. damn sianz.. no show.. :(.. bored.. duno wad to blog.. sian..

pic whoring

finally can post.. (lets see if can..)(can liao!!)
Starbucks.
Sentosa.
Starbucks with woman.
Mother's day.
Quite sometime ago. With Wei Xian.
Day 1 after perm
K Box.
On the bus with Jie Mei.
haha.. I love cam-whoring.. hehe.. shh.

time for pic-whoring!!

hey peeps!! its time for zelda's picture whoring episode! :P

sian half.. blogger cant upload pics..

i miss lover no.1

ok.. ALL the emos are setting in nw.. i really miss her.. cant msn with her nw.. which we always do at this time. cant call her.. coz overseas calls are expensive.. i miss her. i guess i m oso missing the routines with her too. mayb i m selfish. bt i cant helped it. i miss her.
i feel weird. wonder hw is she n the rest are doing.. i knw i m kinda miserable. i miss u, elaine.. come back soon!

i miss her..

elaine has left.. i m having a entire experience of mixed feelings. its so weird that i dun really knw wad i m feeling nw. i do miss her. bt i guess being caught up with so much work, i think the 思念 will be lesser. no wonder working helps to munb the heart. i hope she liked the gift.. ^^ i wish her all the best.

continue to stay at the airport. went to bk to draw with jiemei. haha. i guess 60-70% of the time we were talking den doing work. haha. we talked more than we worked. haha. was kinda fun though. so jiemei is like wei yun so lame one. haha. so i m kinda fated to meet lame ppl. haha.

nw for something off topic. i wanna get a scooter.. so i need a class 2 license.

i love this baby. nt red lah.. mayb beige or off-white.bt i like the white tyres. hehe. i wan this cute little basket at the rear. hehe. den i would like a really cute peace sign helmet, pink colour is ok. hehe. ok lah.. i m being coming 女人 liao lah.. hehe.

i study in a fucked up sch

well, i made a wrong choice aft my o lvls - to come to nyp to do id. hah. shld hv tried all ways n means to get into mass comm. fuck. wad to do nw? stuck it up n finish the final lap. actually i dun really hate design. bt due to some ppl/stuff (more ppl), i think i might hv to phobia of design. hah. (i can hear my classmates cheering now. "yea! less one competitor for design jobs!!") yea, wad eva. as if i fuck care. wad? dun like me using fuck? well, fuck you! i love using tat word leh.. wad can u do?
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
haha. u cant stop me.. can u? weakling... wahahahaha. u fucking suck BIG time!! wahahaha.