i m starting anew..

it seems rather scary n unfamiliar.. omg. haha. i guess i ll b the same me bt rather taking a fresh step in the strange familiar. shld b good rite? hmm. let's pray so.. :}

Found this on xiu yue's blog. i m bored lah. :p plus i miss doing all the autography stuff in primary sch..

001. Real name: zelda woo rui shan
002. Nickname: zel
003. Single or taken: Single (any takers? lol)
004. Zodiac sign: Rabbit :)
005. Male or female: female
006. Elementary Sch: Cedar Primary
007. Ipod: nope.. :( unless u gimme one :D
008. How many buddies on ur list: blurred?
009. Friendster name: 'ms' -Z-
010. Hair color: Dyed reddish brown
012. Hair long or short: in between
014. Eye color: black
015. Are u health freak: ehh.. no.
016. Height: 170. proud of it :)
017. Do u haf a crush on some1: no at the moment.
018. Do u like urself: YES
019. Braces: no. perfectly aligned.
020. Think u're awesome: YES (for now?)
021. Piercings: my ears.
022. Tattoo: nope. bt i wan one on my butt. :P

Your 'Firsts'
024. Surgery: Does dental count?
025. Piercings: ear
026. Best friends: Pang Wai Leng :)
027. Award: I gt 3rd in class in kindergarden.
028. Sport u joined: Basketball
029. Pet: chick
030. Vacation: Taiwan, Taipei.
031. Concert: Emily Chow (周华建) NKF free concert.
032. Love: haha.. some malay guy who attended the same kindergarden as me. forgot his name though.

Favorites
033. Movie: Matrix
034. TV show: Goong :)
035. Color: Red, Black, Purple
039. Drink: Red Wine
040. Body part excludin face: Butt & breast :P
041. Cartoon: Smurfs
042. Piece of clothing: Brazilian underwear. :P
043. Brand of clothing: Zara, Mango & Topshop
044. Thing u slp with: pilliow, cushions, bear, blanket, bloster, dogs, care bear. :)
045. School: Beatty. My sec 3-4 class only.
046. Animal: Dog.
047. Book: Shopaholic
048. Magazine: Cleo, Style, Vogue
049. Food: I love all food. :)

Now
050. Im drinking: nothing
052. Im abt to: type? n more typing?
053. Listenin to: 遥远的她。(cantonese) :)
055. Waiting for: inspiration.
056. Watching: monitor?
057. Wearing: red headband, pink specs, bra, underwear, green spag top, shorts.
058. Want Kids: see how first.
059. Want to get married: see how first too.
060. Careers in mind: yes. designer or stewardess if i cant do design.

Which is better with e opposite gender
068. Lips or eyes: lips
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs
070. Shorter or taller: taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or arms: arms
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
075. Hookup or relationship: relationship
076. Sweet or caring: caring
077. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant
078. Kissed a stranger: nt yet.. :P
079. Drank bubbles: Of coz.
080. Lost glasses or contacts: yes, both.
081. Ran away from home: nt really
082. Broken a bone: no
083. Got an X-ray: yes.
084. Broken someone's heart: i guess so?
086. Turned someone down: yes
087. Cried when someone died: My granddad.
088. Cried at school: yes. seems like every year once..

Do u believe in
089. God: maybe
090. Miracles: maybe
091. Love at first sight: maybe
093. Aliens: wth..
094. Magic: yes
095. Heaven: i guess so?
096. Santa Claus: YES
097. Sex on e first date: nope, 2nd might?
098. Kissing on e first date: hmm..
099. Angels: yes

Answer Truthfully
100. Is there someone u want to be with right now: mayb

Name 20 people u can think of right now.
Dont read e question(s) until you've named e 20 people. At e end of this,choose 5 people to do this.
1. Amanda
2. Zulia
3. Elaine
4. Marilyn
5. Jackson
6. Jie Mei
7. Desmond Han
8. Choon Ann
9. Marcus
10. Jensen
11. Letitia
12. Hui Shi
13. Fabien
14. Guo Wei
15. Alvin
16. Sijia
17. Wei Yun
18. Wei Xian
19. Jeffrey
20. Tejah

How did u meet #14(Guo Wei): In Beatty.
What would u do if u didn't meet #1(Amanda): My life would be different.
What if #9(Marcus) n #20(Tejah) dated: Bo co leng
Would #6(Jie Mei) n #17(Wei Yun) make a good couple: even more bo co leng
Describe #3(Elaine): Far far far away.
Is #8(Choon Ann) attractive: Ehh.. can i say CMI?
Describe #7(Desmond): Tall, dark, in ns.
Is #12(Hui Shi) family members: Nope
What would u do if #18(Wei Xian) confesses to u dat he/she likes u: Say I love her back. :)
What language does #15(Alvin) speak: English with lots of slangs..
Who is #9(Marcus) going out with: Aiyo.. duno the girl's name.
How old is #16(Sijia): 19
When is e last time u spoke to #13(Fabien): Long time ago...
Who is #2(Zulia)'s fav band/singer: varies.. frm 5566 to jj to cao ge to fir to jolin..
Would u ever date #4(Marilyn): Hell yeah, she's lover no. 1 :)
Would u ever date #1(Amanda): Duh.. my sis rox.
Is #19(Jeffrey) single: Not sure.
What's #10's(Jensen) last name: Wong
Would u ever be in a relationship with #11(Letitia): Friendship, of cos.
School of #3(Elaine): In some Swiss Uni.
Where does #6(Jie Mei) live: Hougang
What's ur fav thing abt #5(Jackson): His like 大哥。
Have u seen #2(Zulia) naked: Near naked though.. :P

People to do this:
Amanda
Zulia
Elaine
Marilyn
Jie Mei :P

PISCES WOMAN

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and
sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is
breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy
friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at
all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in
love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and
gifted in training animals.

She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her
nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her
own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one
night stand guy.

She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be
cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin.
Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes
as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether
she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any
man. It's not even in her thought.

She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a
confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows
how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try
to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not
because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to
make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy
with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and
it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry
for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable
to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you
can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her
tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do
next.

A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not
hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who
needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie.
She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy
gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or
an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.

Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total
different person before and after. She can be an angel before and later a
witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most
of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when
she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.

She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone.
She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that
feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness
from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a
good housewife if you know how to handle her.

Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to
be sweet, she is a real angel.




i m really nt sure if i m like tat..

stagnant.

i m keeping my life at a standstill. i m nt going to think abt wad to do wif some stuff. nt going to talk abt some stuff. nt going to pursue some stuff. nt going to resolve some stuff. i guess being this way i ll b happier. wel, i m happier though. :)

遥远的她

让晚风轻轻吹送了落霞
我已习惯每个傍晚去想她
在远方的她此刻可知道
这段情在我心始终记挂
在这半山那天我知我知快要将别离没说话
望向她却听到她说不要相约
纵使分隔相爱不会害怕
遥遥万里心声有否偏差
正是让这爱试出真与假
遥远的她仿佛这风声跟我话
热情若没变那管它沧桑变化

但这天收到她爸爸的一封信
信里面说血癌已带走她
但觉得空虚的心仿佛已僵化
过去事象炮弹心中爆炸
在这半山这天我悲痛悲痛不已在胡乱说话
夜雨中似听到她说不要相约
纵使分隔相爱不会害怕
人无觅处心声有否偏差
正是让这爱试出真与假
遥远的她仿佛这风声跟我话
热情若没变那管它沧桑变化

遥远的她不可以再归家
我在梦里却始终只有她
遥远的她可知我心中的说话
热情并没变那管它沧桑变化
遥远的她不可以再归家
我在梦里却始终只有她
遥远的她可知我心中的说话
热情并没变那管它沧桑变化


我好喜欢这首歌。是张学友唱的。很好听。:) 不过歌词满伤感。

marilyn's home tml!!

i cant wait to see her agn! i hv soo much to tell my baby!! miss ya! muacks!

ok i'm crazy.

so i need to get a doctor's letter to certify that i'm mentally unsound? haha. i m like totally guy korean-guy crazy now.. wahaha. there's daniel henney (ok i understand his half. well, i dun care..:))

, then there's joo ji hoon. omg that guy is like sooo skinny.. pls eat more.. haha.

not forgetting rain too!!

awww.. i guess i need a doc's letter..

why guys in singapore are sooooo short?

haiz.. everytime i watch my korean drama.. i feel bad for the guys here.. i guess the average height for korean guys are like 1.8m? n the girls will be like 1.68m? i kinda feel inferior though.. having to give up the idea of wearing 2-inch high heel shoes to accomodate the modern day singaporean guys. haiz..
when i was watching goong, kim sam soon, sweet 18; i realised that i'm like almost the same height as most of the actresses!(kss is like 1.7, yoon eun hye frm goong is like 1.68m, han ji hye is like 1.7m) the best thing is that all of them wear like 2-inch high heels and are like still shorter than the guys!! haiz.. i oso wan!! :(
i really envy korean girls.. **sob** we are like of abt the same height, and they can wear heels EVERYDAY!!! n here i m struggling to walk in heels because of the "lack of experience". damn it. haiz.. i dun care. from now on, i ll wear my heels no matter wad! humph!
i m nt even comparing wif the "ang mo"s :( its wif ppl similiar to us!! asians!! **sigh**. i knw most of the time it has to do wif the hereditary part. haiz.. bt i guess there are ways of growing taller den ur parents rite?
sad.. i m a sad 1.7m totally super out-going, crazified girl now. haiz.
if i meet my prince, pls be 1.8m?(taller will be better! i can wear higher heels! :)) pls weigh 70kg? pls hv shaggy hair? pls hv big hands? pls be tan? (i dun like guys that are soooo fair. they snatch the limelight frm girls) pls wear size 10 shoes?
i guess that's abt all for my prince to be like? haha.

Goong

Awwwww.. super love that show.. :) very nice.. :)
very sweet too!! better den full hse.. well to think abt it. full hse is starting to bore me leh.. really recommend the show. thanks elaine.. if u din tell me abt it, i guess i won't go rent it too. hehe.. u come back i let u see loh.. :)
cant wait for goong 2!! :) i love the prince of the show! shin goon!! ~i'm melting nw!~ awww.. the cast shld like come to singapore to promote the show!! awwww.. i ll go!! ~melting~ haha..
if there's a prince for me.. ~ sheepish grin ~ it has to be him!!!

cute rite? haiz.. ~ melting ~

god damn it.

remember when we were like in primary school and preparing for some running event, the pe teacher would always say, "keep running, don't look back". totally true. damn. why do i always look back? damn. i m like always saying about me moving so quickly in life. damn. its all a lie. i so feel like stuffing my entire head in the toliet bowl. fuck it. (borrow choon ann's catch phrase) life sucks.
thnx to this guy for the advice he gave me. really. yea. i ll like treat this holiday like my rehabilation period. haha. sounds really ridiculous. haha. well, i guess i am ridiculous. haha.
I love myself.

i miss my babe.

damn sian. my babe left for china the day before. actually i kinda miss talking to someone with similiar interllect. i feel that my IQ has just dropped by 10 points. haiz. starting to be bimbotic liao.(stupid girl playing at the back) die. i dont wanna be deemed as dumb leh. (~stupid girl~stupid girl~stupid girl~) why isnt there enough "smart" ppl out there? sian. life sux. why cant i meet more ppl of some interllect. damn it. haiz.