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Friday, November 30, 2007

Bitten hand + some old hot(?) picture of me.

The very pitiful me was being bitten last night by Bobby, AGAIN. This time was a little more serious.
The cute culprit. :(
Might upload a picture of the bitten hand later. Am worried that there might be holes in my hand. ><. He needs to know which hand to bite too. Biting my RIGHT hand. God. I'm like having a hard time do ALL things. Was looking through some of my networking accounts. Found this very old picture. Ok. Is 3 years old? Ok. Here it is:

Was probably in poly year 1.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Letter to my friends

Dearest friends,

I know for the past weeks I have been a worry to you. Am sorry. And great to let you know ALL is well. Though at times there might be some emotional baggage after the clean up. But I guarantee that I have cleaned 80% of the rubbish. =))
True that I won't be able to pick up and take up another relationship/related-stuff so soon. So I wanna tell those guys out there: Don't wait for me. I don't want to waste your time.
Thanks for all the encouraging words. I won't be a bitch and give him a hard time. He has just turned into a "just another person" in my life category.
=))

hugs & kisses,
Zelda

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Hermes Birkin in Croc Porosus Lisse

My IT bag is the Hermes Birkin in Croc Porosus Lisse.
Am bloody in love with this bag. But the price tag's like almost a whopping $150,000. Well. I can get a mini with COE paid. ><. It's a hot bag. Period.

Friday, November 23, 2007

My not-so-thinspriations.

Was reading a friend's friend's blog. (I'm nice. I give credit to people's stuff :])
In one post she was like commenting on being skinny/thin/slim. (Whatever you call it.) Well, I feel that she's like really thin. To her being the ideal shape has to be like Twiggy.
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Not that it's not healthy to be thin. Maybe it's a personal opinion. I, myself prefer babes with a little more meat. Ok. Not TOO much like me. :X. Currently sized like the current Britney Spears. ~Sobs. Comparing to someone, well. Ummm. Never mind.

My REAL thinspriations are as follows:
Monica Bellucci(The Dior Spokesbabe)
Beyonce

In general, I like to be trim, healthy and at least so, me feeling sexy. Being size 6-8 is ok in my book. Size 0? That I gotta think about it. Maybe think really long. Guess I won't give up my boobs & butt for anything else.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Frozen

Well. After what Elaine has told me. Come to think about it, my heart's kinda frozen. It's not warm anymore. I can't warm it up and provide any warmth to others. Think its for the best.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Some thoughts.

Was reading Blinkymummy's post on perceived beauty. Reminded me of Sunday's facial appointment. (Oh, it was FREE.) My face isn't the perfect of perfect. I have my scaring, my eczema, my opened pores etc. She made this comment that sort of pissed me off. "现在的人都看脸的." Loosely translated, people these days are all about looks. Seriously looks? Then, why are there MANY rushes to get into universities i.e. NUS, NTU? Intelligence is STILL a very important aspect of life.
Am still IRRITATED by that auntie's comment. Sorry guys.
Well went for the briefing at SIM by UB. My confidence level of getting in has sort of increased by 10%. Still worried for the financial bit of the problem. Guess that's the most disturbing factor for me. Dad ain't going to support me this time. Guess it might be a GOOD thing. Am paying on my own, means I'll have to working extra hard and cherish the opportunity I have been given. I do pray that old habits die; and GOOD new ones appear. Finally getting to study something that I am REALLY keen in. Not like design isn't. Maybe I should have listened to my mom and take design as a hobby. I might have done better this way.
Oh well. All I have to do now is just move on and work hard at my might-happen studies.

Monday, November 19, 2007

The Little Black Boy by William Blake

The Little Black Boy

My mother bore me in the southern wild,
And I am black, but oh my soul is white!
White as an angel is the English child,
But I am black, as if bereaved of light.

My mother taught me underneath a tree,
And, sitting down before the heat of day,
She took me on her lap and kissed me,
And, pointed to the east, began to say:

'Look on the rising sun: there God does live,
And gives His light, and gives His heat away,
And flowers and trees and beasts and men receive
Comfort in morning, joy in the noonday.

'And we are put on earth a little space,
That we may learn to bear the beams of love
And these black bodies and this sunburnt face
Is but a cloud, and like a shady grove.

'For when our souls have learn'd the heat to bear,
The cloud will vanish, we shall hear His voice,
Saying, 'Come out from the grove, my love and care
And round my golden tent like lambs rejoice','

Thus did my mother say, and kissed me;
And thus I say to little English boy.
When I from black and he from white cloud free,
And round the tent of God like lambs we joy

I'll shade him from the heat till he can bear
To lean in joy upon our Father's knee;
And then I'll stand and stroke his silver hair,
And be like him, and he will then love me.

William Blake.

Very un-racist poem. Imagine at that time, slavery was common. :)

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Writing IMPULSE.

Was looking at some flowers from a not-so-close-friend's site. Her very sweet bf gave her purple roses. Ok. There's nothing wrong with roses, maybe just that roses are getting cliché? Done with the explanation. Down to the short story on flowers.

"Hey, I realised I have never received any flowers before" a certain Fern told her beau.
That beau of hers didn't really respond or ignore the random comment. Well, Alan just semi-acknowledged her; in a way Fern could not be angry or happy about.
Seemed Alan knew how to work his way around Fern.

Thursday came. Usually Fern would have to wait for Alan at the train station near her workplace. Strangely, this time, he, was early.

He remembered her words.

He held a sunflower stalk loosely, pretending to be rather nonchalant about the flower.

Fern smiled. Flowers were flooding the office. Colleagues were getting flowers delivered. Well, she had him and the flower "sent" to her.

"Only one stalk?"

"You're not a cliché-ish girl that needs bouquets of overly-commercialised roses to be happy, am I right?"

She smiled again.

THE END.

Short story mah. Done. :)

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

WHY??

Is Singapore that small?
Seriously, why we don't have Abercrombie & Fitch here? Or H&M? I'm grateful Robinsons & Co. Pte Ltd brought in River Island.
Can either Wing Tai or FJ Benjamin bring these 2 in? Pretty please?

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Did I make the wrong choice?

Guess I didn't make the wrong choice to do design. Pisces are people who are damn fucking creative that you'll be so just wanna bawl our eyes out due to ALL the envy. OK. I just wanted the chance to use "BAWL".
That's besides the point.
Back to the creativity.
Seems like society in Singapore view creativity as a form of pragmatic beautification. If compared to the West (comparison makes one grow.), they are relatively more expressive. That's even for the case of corporate designs (shit. my spellings!).
And look at what I'm doing.I have no idea if its my design styling; or the requirements of the company. Maybe Joon Kiat's right. I have good taste in stuff. But I might lack that application part. Fuck.
Guess so.

Monday, November 12, 2007

Thought I wasn't a fan of boy bands.

This guy is super cute!
Kyle Patrick of the Click Five.

Went to the recent showcase.
Guess what.
I had a micro conversation with this guy's folks.
He looks totally like his mom.
Mama & Papa Patrick did a pretty great job.

Sorry, I'm giving up Ben Romans for this dude.
Sorry Ben, you outlived your days.
:X

:)

IF ONLY LIFE CAN GET THIS HAPPIIEEEE..

MY 21ST!!

Dear all reading this entry,

Me will be turning 21 in 3 months time. I had planned to have a BARBECUE and have a weekend trip to BANGKOK after that. However this plan could not be executed. Damn.
So me will be planning the a-typical chalet that most people usually have for their 21st. SINCE me can't get what me wants, me wants the chalet to be as fun and as wild as it gets.
There will be me favorites like MAHJONG, VODKA/TEQUILA, DANCING(?), FOOD and more.

Me will be needing volunteers to help plan. So please volunteer. ^^

with love,
ME!! (Queen Zelda)

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Guess time will heal

Time will heal.
That's what everyone else says.
Time heals wounds.
But time can't heal scars.
Even if those scars are gone.
Time can't heal the memories.


Apologize

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

that it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah
I loved you with the a fire red-
[Apologize lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Now it's turning blue, and you say...
I'm sorry like an angel
heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoaa ohhh...

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet... off the ground...

I really think its an appropriate song.

Monday, November 05, 2007

All Hail Queen Zelda

Finally found something to blog about.

I realised I kinda have a few titles under my belt.

Clone Queen - Photoshop expert during my poly days.
Pirate Queen - Pretty obvious.
Nonsense Queen - Obvious as well.
A.C Queen - Act Cute Queen














What other "Queen" titles would I have?
Plus I guess I can NEVER fit into a title like Princess. (Not talking about you, Elaine. :X)
She makes a perfect princess.
As for me, queen would be most appropriate for me.
























Ok, not evil queen.

Saturday, November 03, 2007

Just Friends

The impact of the news kinda hit me late. Guess, I'm pretty late in expressing my emotions.
I vaguely remember reading this book, Just Friends by Robyn Sisman. Well, its not the movie novel. Well, but I can't write my own ending.
Sometimes, life just gets unjust. He didn't hurt me. Just happen to turn out this way. At least its comforting to know he's willingly to admit. I was afraid he might do a disappearing act. That would be really irresponsible.
Since I'm late with feeling the blues and the despair, well. I forgot what I wanted to say. Guess the negative feels are just taking over. Oh well.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

I miss Elaine.

I miss lover no. 1.


When is lover no.1 coming back? Miss her.

Still blogging

Why should I be affected by yesterday's incident?
Ok.
I did get affected.

Life is weird.
Very weird.

Random note.
Found this really cute strawberry picture while photo searching.