STOP SHOPPING!!

I seriously need to stop shopping online during office hours. :X
So.

ZELDA WOO,
PLEASE STOP SHOPPING ONLINE!

New addition to the family.

My cousin dropped this stray Shitzu with us.

Am I really ok?

Sometimes having time alone seems great, but it seems all so creepy. Maybe I think too much on my part. Guess I'm the thinker. Sometimes I do try my best to stop thinking. Oh well, nothing really helps. ~Shrugs shoulders~

New shoes + 2 Days mc

Got some new shoes from Charles & Keith. 3 inch wedges. Pretty happy with the steal. Was a $30+ pair. Got it for $27.
Am sick with gastric flu. Happened on Thursday. Got a headache after the tremor. Started puking and had diarrhea.

am tired

This is a entry with reference to yesterday's.

I don't wanna love anymore.
I wanna be loved.

So I'm moving on.

I might be cooking on Saturday or Sunday.
Kinda miss cooking.
Been a long while since I made something for the family to eat.
^^

Sometimes life gets a little weird.

Maybe I can't find any other better word for description. Guess the sort-of appropriate word is "weird".
Still kinda adapting to the working life. Already made the mould of my 6-7 years single lifestyle. Won't be any difference going back to square one.
Seriously, that might-be-called-puppy-love during my younger days don't even count as a relationship. Probably just the process of growing up. Now, @ 20. I really cant figure if its misjudgment or desperation. I'm not afraid anymore. If I am, then I am. I won't really avoid it. I could be desperate.
But I do wish to find someone who can shelter me from the rain, hug me when I need one, lend me a shoulder to cry on while watching sloppy soap dramas, tell me its ok when its totally not.
I still very much to be loved. Oh well. Guess that's the "weirdness".

GOT MY CAMERA!!

On impulse, I bought my camera! ^^ Nikon Coolpix L12. 7.1Megapixels, Vibration reduction and GOOD ISO!! Very very very happy with the buy.
Oh ya.. I chickened out on the nose piercing. Might let someone think I'm a bad girl. Hehe.

For my 21st.

Next Feb, I'll be legal 21.
I'll be getting my nose piercing this Sunday (hopefully).
I might chicken out.
For my 21st.
I wanna get inked.
Was thinking that rose I painted.
3 colours.
Red, black and gold.
Woohoo.
Where?
The area on my hand between the thumb and the index finger.
:)

Declaration of the Year

I HATE MY JOB.
I WISH NAFA WOULD JUST START LIKE NOW!
SO WANNA KILL MY BOSS.
I HATE OT-ING!
I MISSED SCHOOL.
NAFA START NOW!!!!

Thanks.

This song is to that person.
Why?
Cos I'm someone not very good at speaking words.

Thanks.

When you walked past,
I'm thanking you for the asthma attack.
Even though now you seem far.
That thought just makes me breathless.

And everytime you call.
I'm thanking you for that severe headache,
thinking how well I could be able to hold up that phone call.

Thanks. For all those memories.
I didn't want to end it that soon.
I wasn't sure too.
Guess so were you.
Thanks.

Now work has taken a toil on me.
Even though its over.
The anorexic state of me still
wanna say
Thanks.

Thanks. For all those memories.
I didn't want to end it that soon.
I wasn't sure too.
Guess so were you.
Thanks. (x2)

Thank you.

Should have stuck to the norm of life

Somethings I just can't do well.
Well, most things.
Should have..
Anyway I don't really care. (However as I'm writing this, I DO care.
Fucking shit why am I so contradictory.
Should stop being that Julius Caesar who got stabbed 43 times in the end.
Should stop being that bim.
Really tired now.
So I'm kinda blogging at random.
Oh, ya.
Migraine now.

Post note: Don't really feel like eating anything. The sight of food just turns me off. I am NOT pregnant! Wonder how I could survive till now without food. Seems like the thought of the taste of whatever food feels gross out. God. Even chocolates don't seem too work. HOW!!!