Hot & Cold.

I'm hooked to Katy Perry's Hot N Cold.

Yes. I'm suffering from that lack of sleep syndrome. I'm quite cranky now. :S

Well, everytime I see my barren nails I go a little uneasy. So I went to The Face Shop to get cheap nail varnish. And I got PURPLE!! Not just any purple, its purple with gliter. :D Looks darn right electric!

Yes. Stop going "Zelda you can sure take better pictures than that". Shut up. (Me getting cranky) Sleepy mode. Anyway, that's the colour.

I'm going to end abruptly. Super tired.

LIVEPAINT!

I found the most amazing thing on Illustrator.

LIVEPAINT!

It is one sexy tool!

DADDY!

Daddy came home from Hong Kong today! Well, Jo, I'm sorry. He came home before I could even tell him what to buy for me. :(( He got Hoegarden beers. --.--

I love my old man!! Had a chat with him on the little bits and pieces of the woes in life. Like any proud child of any parent, I'd say my daddy's way cooler than yours! ~Bleah!!~

Random photo.

Saw this cute lizard in the whatever-energy-box-thing at the side of the junction on the way home. Wanted a second shot but it ran away. :((

On a side note. I miss my ah tas friends. People who really know how to party and enjoy life. Sigh!

I'm getting married.

NOT!

Had to think of a catchy title. Well went shopping with Jo @ Haji Lane. :D That place just perks me up! Saw my perfect wedding dress in one of the shops. Jo thinks its more for bridesmaids. --.-- Its really simple. Just another white dress with an empire line and is asymmetrical as well. Technically you can't really call it a wedding dress. Its really like any Sunday dress to begin with. Well I just like my wedding dress to have zero details on it. No beads, no pretty trimmings. Simple. And I'm going to have zero bridesmaids too! What's the point? I think I'll just get married in Vegas then.

Ok. It looks something like this dress just the its shorter and the skirt flares out instead of being straight. Note to self: learn to draw dresses.

I love Haji Lane! Well, I did invite D to come. That guy had to decide to study. --.-- Found another vintage shop along the Beach Road area. Its opposite Textiles Centre. :D It was closing for the day when I discovered it. Well hopefully I can visit that little shop on Monday! :D

Another note to self: Visit more vintage shops to destress.

DRUNK again.

Zelda got fucking drunk again. Super unglam.

Well this is me getting super light headed. I'm not going to lie about that. I guess I'm super proud of myself getting super wrong in life.

This is me being high and drunk right after Alson's BBQ. Oh yes. We need to pay him.

BAKING.

I BAKE. Stop being appalled by this beautiful fact.

I have been baking since I was 10. Ok. Didn't really bake something on my own, helped my mom. But I love baking. Baked cookies for friends, teachers' day, valentines'...

There's the gang's BBQ at Uncle Tan's place tomorrow. And I have my fingers itchy for baking. Deciding between blackberry cobbler and apple dumplings. Yes. Both recipes are from The Pioneer Woman.

Apple Dumplings

Blackberry Cobbler

I guess the votes are swinging towards the cobbler.

Trying.

When I first opened up a draft to write at 7pm, I did feel a rush of emotions to the head. I did want to cry. So badly. I hadn't cried in a long while. My tear glands haven't been doing their job.

I guess I don't really have the right to cry at all. Most of the recent events are somewhat so of my own doing. Just like the song from the Bee Gees; I started a joke.

I started a joke
which started the whole world crying
but I didn't see oh no...
that the joke was on me oh no...
I started to cry
which started the whole world laughing

I'm that joke. I suck at my PR skills when it comes to on a personal level. I reckon its just too clinical for friends or potential friends to handle. Yes the all time famous power woman's trait. I am trying to be more human as much as I can. I know that I should break down that wall of mine. I'm a Pisces - 2 fish. I guess while one fish is trying to break down the wall, the other builds it up faster.

I have this intrapersonal struggle that in turn affects my interpersonal. ~Shrugs~

Jeeves and Wooster.

I know I'm supposed to be studying now. Just on a side note: Jeeves and Wooster!


I think their funny. Well. If you really want to watch it, go to Youtube. Its there. Ok. Time to study.

Post note: I've got ADS!!! Please click. Thank you very much! :D

:(

I miss studying. Need to really study. Mummy, Daddy can you guys give me a reasonable monthly allowance so I can really concentrate? :((

And I do feel like crying.

STRESS!

Ok. CSE is done. Now for the Mid-terms, then to mug PSY, research paper, then practice maths questions.

I LOVE PHOTOSHOP!

Well, was at Jo's place till 1+am last night rushing the CSE website. Finally I get to photoshop some major stuff! Not that photos aren't fun. But something for work! ~Sense of satisfaction~ :D

Jo's superb drawing skills, my wonder photoshop skills! Haha. I'm bragging now. Well. I DO love photoshop. It's the best program ever created! I guess I might still like designing. Sigh.

STUDY!

Zelda needs to swear off all means of communication, go into isolation, not to meditate but to mug/study.

Seriously, I need to tidy up all loose ends by this week.

Am still single lah.

Ok. I got to clear the air on that rather intimate picture with Terence. We are FRIENDS. Nothing more. Haha. Ok. No one has really asked about it. But I would like to clarify things first.

Morning Tan.

I'm going for my tan soon. Before that I wanna write about baby's party. (Photon-dumping rather)

Birthday Girl.

Terence and me. Thanks for the ride.

8 years and counting!

Her MM gang.

Well, we did have fun. Ok. I ate alot during the party. I guess I have been eating alot recently. Time for anorexia. Ok. But now its time to get myself some catalyst for skin cancer.

Pes Cavus.

There was this time when I was studying with Alson and Jolyn. And I discovered that Alson has got flat feet and I've got super high-arch feet. Another disorder to add (The other one is dylexia.) Well, pes cavus is the total opposite from flat feet. And its true that I can pretty much get any shoe if its my size (7.5). No wonder I walk in a rather weird way - my big toes pointing inwards towards each other like an inverted "V".

I like it that pes cavus is less common than flat feet. This goes to show that Zelda is a much more special person aside the fact that I'm a tall Asian who has dylexia and has a name that is shared with a computer game and an island.

How I wish you realised what I have just realised as well.

Ermm.

I know these few days I have been not myself. I'm sorry. There's a lot going through my mind right now. A lot of questions to be asked and answered.

Xmas Wishlist.

Christmas is in 2+ months time. Zelda has a list of stuff that Santa Clause can get her! :D

An Orange Black Bird Fly camera.

A baby Holga. Well, I had a purple one when I was 10.

Nikon D60 SLR camera.

A Toshiba Laptop with 4GB ram.

Sony Ericsson Xperia 1.

Lastly, maybe $1000 in cash as well.

I hate my family.

Rather the pig people in my family. My mom and my youngest sis.

Fuck it. Here I'm trying to study, my sister has to go bark at me for using my computer. Yes. Like my fucked up mom. Bark. And like that's of her business. Seriously getting first in class is no big deal. And there's no need to get so swollen about it. My parents aren't helping at all. Spoiling her with an electric guitar. The point is that she hasn't even learnt the acoustic and my dad got her the electric. Where's the logic in that? Then yesterday she just yelled at my dad for letting the dog out. If I were to do that, surely get a slap from him. I hate my family. Damn fucking bias in EVERY WAY!

Me asking for a laptop goes on for like 1 year. And she asking for a electric guitar happens in seconds! Well. Let's just talk about my studies. I got to do ALL the research myself and when the payment comes, my dad screws me for the high fees.

I hate MTV too. Ok this is may seem of no linkage. But there is. My all-so-good sister loves MTV. She sort of worships it. Listens to 987. (The noisiest station ever!) And turns out to be bloody rude. Now I am in no mood to study my psy. I am fucking struggling here and they think that I have no problem. Fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I think I'll walk to Maccers later. At least there's no distractions.

PARTY.

Zelda Woo Rui Shan misses the partying scene!!

Everyone else is heading to Zouk, St James and Cannery for drinks, dancing and fun. I want that too!!!!! Ok. Saturday shall be the day I go crazy!!

Screw this.

Zelda feels damn right betrayed after all the information given yesterday. I am so going to say " Fuck it" and left it alone. Don't fucking ask if am I fine or not. Cos I am not.

While I'm trying my best to be a more private person. Some people just go round feeding others with too much information. Damn it. You know what; the chances have somewhat lessen now.

Panic Attack.

Thanks to all my wonderful slacking off and playing, I'm starting to panic on ALL my modules. DAMN. Zelda has to start doing everything from scratch and at a doubly fast pace. So people. Weekends are for studying. Can't go out till mid terms are over.

Got to push tuition back as well. Sigh. Got to tell Michelle that I can't do tuition on Monday and will start the new month on Thursday instead. Sigh.

OK. Study time.

Sports drool face.

Well I thought I blogged about my sports drool faces. :D

Soccer.
Thierry Henry

Yes. I did blog about him before. Well so naturally he gets the spot. :D

Zinedine Zidane
My favourite baldy! So what he head butt that guy. Well whatever that Italian's guy's name is (Marco Materazzi), that guy jolly well deserved it.
That ends my soccer drool faces. :D

F1.
Fernando Alonso. I am a lover of underdogs. And I think that winners are pretty much cliche.
Hurray that he won the first F1 night race in Singapore. :D

Swimming.
Michael Phelps. My hero for the entire run of the Olympics. :D Young, tall and really good at swimming. Ok. He isn't really good looking material. But Zelda has always like guys with severe height issues (super tall). :D

Look at those muscles! Woah! Hehe.

Ian Thorpe. Well, sadly Ian had to retire before the Olympics. If not, this Olympics would have been crazy fun.
Well, I read about him on Reader's Digest. :D Haha. I know. But that article really gave me another insight of him. He sort of helped this boy and kinda swam because of this particular kid. So sweet. :D

Golf.
Who says golf is boring with all the eye candies available. :D

Ian Poulter. Well, Mr Poulter here is a walking fashion statement on the greens. Haha.
I reckon he's probably the very next Jesper Parnevik.

Sergio Garcia.
Well, I noticed him since when I was 14. I was asking my dad who this guy was and I did thought he's good looking until today. :D You may beg to differ. But I don't care.

Tennis.
Andy Roddick. Mandy Moore's ex.
He has this really cute guy-next-door vibe which I guess puts girls to their knees. :D My knees are kinda weak now. Opps. Hehe.


I won't go asking people and reassuring myself that these men are cute and good looking. It's my choice. Well I DO think they are cute. Hehe.