New color!

Well, after 4 months, my roots are showing. And after almost 2 weeks of nagging from Ray, I have finally touched up the roots!
Used Liese's Ash Brown. I know. Not much difference. Oh whatever. So tonight, I'm sleeping with ammonia smelling hair. :S

Hectic week.

I suppose Public Speaking has its peaks and boos. I really did learn a lot from Dr. Sachs. In fact I don't understand why are people whining so much about his teaching methods? Seriously its not that bad. Of course he can be demanding, but its because he wants us to learn.

Have been sleeping a lot less this week. The persuasive speech is taking quite bit from me. Mad tired. Thankfully the speech shall take place and end today. Pretending to pay attention in 333. Seriously Ah ma's annoying. Since I hate her, I'm ignoring her.

5 days.

In 5 days, Ray's 25. Well. He would think its old. But seriously, he's not that old.

This is me being clear.

Here's the blatant message: Pretentious people do not belong in the Zelda's book of friends. Done done. :)

Hope Ray gets well soon! I'm liking the birthday plans for him! :D

Before I sleep.

I never felt so scared before. My boyfriend headed to the hospital earlier tonight.
He had recently been down with his health and did try to get well but things got bad.

I can tell you, the flood which was under me while I try to comprehend from Ray what was going on, is still wet from my salty tears. I sat there, wondering if he's getting admitted or was it a reaction to the meds? Questions came and went as though my brain was on the expressway.

Well, all seems well for now. Boyfriend caught a bad case of stomach flu. So are we gonna quarantine away from each other till you get well? Please get well soon. Fight those nasty bugs!

To an old friend.

I know ought to studying for OB now. But some stuff have been bothering me for quite some time. So here it goes.

To an old friend,

I wonder if you ever realized the circle of friends that surround you have changed. The constant ones change in thought and character, the less patient ones change faces at a much quicker pace. Seriously, today you have confused me. I no longer understand what you want and what you are. I can list down the long-term goals you have weeks ago and compare them today, and they'll be very much different. I was very hurt by you the last time we actually conversed. At the same time of being hurt, I was also appalled. I was appalled by how little you understood me despite being friends for 10 years. It has saddened me greatly. I wouldn't argue about your choices in life, simply because they belong to you. But my only concern here is them being irregular and inconsistent. Maybe you don't see it, but people around you do. And they questioned your credibility on that. So, I'm writing this in hope you'll reflect and mature.

Your old friend.