I did something wrong. It affected my family, my best friend and my life. I am really sorry. Although my family has forgiven me, I feel that my best friend has yet to. I am really ashamed of what I have done and will not do it again.
I hope she will forgive me soon. I really miss her. Please talk to me again. I don't want our relationship to change. I need you to help me change. Baby, please.
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Xmas!
Merry Christmas and a (not-so)Happy New Year. Had the (poly)class gift exchange session. Gave the gift to Chin Yee. I am glad he liked it. So did Jackson. Didn't expect that he was the one to exchange the gift with me. Seriously I thought it was a girl. Caught the movie "Night at the Museum". Really hilarious. I guess I ought to start on my writing stint soon, if not my muse shall be bored and leave me. Lame joke.
I had this idea of coming out with the novel(?) called Butterfly in the Rain. The storyline is about my heroine caught in the crossfire of traditional thinking of how women should behave and modern concept of sexual equality. Well, there seem to be many books on such topics. I guess I could try. Wish me luck! I hope this would be a great chance for me to be occupied on something and stopped thinking about that idiot. Hah.
I had this idea of coming out with the novel(?) called Butterfly in the Rain. The storyline is about my heroine caught in the crossfire of traditional thinking of how women should behave and modern concept of sexual equality. Well, there seem to be many books on such topics. I guess I could try. Wish me luck! I hope this would be a great chance for me to be occupied on something and stopped thinking about that idiot. Hah.
Sunday, December 24, 2006
xmas shopping
Happy Birthday to my lil sis, Brenda! 11 liao loh. Cannot be naughty liao. Haha.
Went shopping with the family. OMG. People are queueing to get into LV! Ok,ok. I was one of the few. Not quite. My mom went in first, so all I had to do was skipped the line. Wahahaha. Did our shopping mainly at Taka (had a shitload of Taka vouchers). Bought shirts for my dad. Bought stuff for my lil sis too. Bought Royce chocolate for Amanda. Here's the pissing part. I asked for a champagne flavour. Went to pay at the cashier. Being blur, I happily took the recipet and went to collect my purchase. However, the sales girl at Royce spotted a mistake. The cashier boy keyed in 2 chocolate orders. Ok loh. Go change the recipet. I had to wait like an idiot while those 2 made changes. The sales girl then went to the counter and brought me my purchase. They wrapped it nicely in the reflective bubble wrap. When I reached home, I opened it to check. It wasn't CHAMPAGNE! It was white. Amanda was fine with whatever. But I chose champagne was because Amanda was of age and could drink. Sigh. Now I have to go back to Taka and get it changed. Idiots.
On a lighter note, I GOT A NEW HANDPHONE!! The one on my wishlist, duh! But not black. Got a pink. The black interior wasn't as great as the pink or blue. Amanda was to get the same phone as me but they didn't have blue. So I got the phone first, while Amanda had to wait for the stock to arrive. Oh ya. My line activates in 2 days time. Hehe. Hope it to be ready by Christmas. Hehe.
I am so excited for Christmas to come, though I know that it's impossible to fulfill my initial first wish for Christmas. Sigh.
Went shopping with the family. OMG. People are queueing to get into LV! Ok,ok. I was one of the few. Not quite. My mom went in first, so all I had to do was skipped the line. Wahahaha. Did our shopping mainly at Taka (had a shitload of Taka vouchers). Bought shirts for my dad. Bought stuff for my lil sis too. Bought Royce chocolate for Amanda. Here's the pissing part. I asked for a champagne flavour. Went to pay at the cashier. Being blur, I happily took the recipet and went to collect my purchase. However, the sales girl at Royce spotted a mistake. The cashier boy keyed in 2 chocolate orders. Ok loh. Go change the recipet. I had to wait like an idiot while those 2 made changes. The sales girl then went to the counter and brought me my purchase. They wrapped it nicely in the reflective bubble wrap. When I reached home, I opened it to check. It wasn't CHAMPAGNE! It was white. Amanda was fine with whatever. But I chose champagne was because Amanda was of age and could drink. Sigh. Now I have to go back to Taka and get it changed. Idiots.
On a lighter note, I GOT A NEW HANDPHONE!! The one on my wishlist, duh! But not black. Got a pink. The black interior wasn't as great as the pink or blue. Amanda was to get the same phone as me but they didn't have blue. So I got the phone first, while Amanda had to wait for the stock to arrive. Oh ya. My line activates in 2 days time. Hehe. Hope it to be ready by Christmas. Hehe.
I am so excited for Christmas to come, though I know that it's impossible to fulfill my initial first wish for Christmas. Sigh.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
cute guys vs ugly guys
cute guys vs ugly guys.
cute guys:
total drool-maker.
but they can be total jerks too.
ugly guys:
turned off at the start by the looks.
but they are total softies.
why isn't there the best of both worlds? this sucks. i like cute guys(who doesn't?) but they are total jerks. so not the gentlemenly. is it because of the fact that they know they are cute thats why they get corky? damn it. maybe i should try their way (cute guys). think that i am pretty and behave like a bitch. haha. oh ya. i AM a bitch. haha.
cute guys:
total drool-maker.
but they can be total jerks too.
ugly guys:
turned off at the start by the looks.
but they are total softies.
why isn't there the best of both worlds? this sucks. i like cute guys(who doesn't?) but they are total jerks. so not the gentlemenly. is it because of the fact that they know they are cute thats why they get corky? damn it. maybe i should try their way (cute guys). think that i am pretty and behave like a bitch. haha. oh ya. i AM a bitch. haha.
Monday, December 18, 2006
nyr
my new year resolutions:
1) revamp my room before Chinese New Year (new coat of paint, rearrange furniture)
2) reformat my computer
3) reformat my external hard disk
4) burn all my stuff into cds
5) loss the weight (5kg?)
6) get contact lenses
7) clean out my wardrobe
8) earn lots of money
9) travel
10) make sure i fulfil the stuff above.
p.s: though i don't really follow.
1) revamp my room before Chinese New Year (new coat of paint, rearrange furniture)
2) reformat my computer
3) reformat my external hard disk
4) burn all my stuff into cds
5) loss the weight (5kg?)
6) get contact lenses
7) clean out my wardrobe
8) earn lots of money
9) travel
10) make sure i fulfil the stuff above.
p.s: though i don't really follow.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
audition
went for an audition. super nervous. they read my blog. omg! afraid of the camera. haha. despite all the camera whoring. haha. i hope i don't look fat in front of the camera. now got to rush to do ndp. damn! totally no mood/idea of what to know! damn!
jie mei, thnx
mayb i read too much. i guess i did. too many unknown. if i were to remain that way, i might get hurt. i am not stupid. well, certain things just make you that way.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
ya thnx
post note(15 dec): hehe.. was wrong.. hehe
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Saturday, December 09, 2006
is this 辛福?
seriously, i have no idea what feeling i am really going through now. sigh. i have never felt this way before. really. more happiness than sadness. :)) i think i am going crazy. IMH here i come!! haha.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Christmas.
All I want for Christmas this year is a USD$10,000 deposit from Santa. Hehe. So I can buy all the prettiest and loveliest clothes, shoes, make-up colours that a girl can have! :))
Dyscalculia
Dyscalculia-
# Frequent difficulties with numbers, confusing the signs: +, -, ÷ and x.
# Inability to say which of two numbers is the larger.
# Reliance on 'counting-on' strategies, e.g. using fingers, rather than any more efficient mental arithmetic strategies.
# Difficulty with everyday tasks like checking change and reading analog clocks.
# Inability to comprehend financial planning or budgeting, sometimes even at a basic level, for example, estimating the cost of the items in a shopping basket or balancing a checkbook.
# Difficulty with times-tables, mental arithmetic, etc.
# Does better in subjects such as science and geometry, which require logic rather than formulas, until a higher level requiring calculations is needed.
# Difficulty with conceptualizing time and judging the passing of time.
# Problems differentiating between left and right.
# Having a poor sense of direction (i.e. north, south, east, and west) and may also have trouble still even with a compass.
# Difficulty navigating or mentally "turning" the map to face the current direction rather than the common North=Top usage.
# Having difficulty mentally estimating the measurement of an object or distance (e.g., whether something is 10 or 20 feet away).
# Inability to grasp and remember mathematical concepts, rules, formulae, and sequences.
# Difficulty keeping score during games.
# Difficulty with games such as poker with more flexible rules for scoring.
# Difficulty in activities requiring sequential processing, from the physical (such as dance steps) to the abstract (reading, writing and signalling things in the right order). May have trouble even with a calculator due to difficulties in the process of feeding in variables.
# The condition may lead in extreme cases to a phobia of mathematics and mathematical devices.
Well, mine's a mild case. I read 3 digit numbers weirdly. Haha. The middle is the last, the last as the middle. Kinda easy to correct.
# Frequent difficulties with numbers, confusing the signs: +, -, ÷ and x.
# Inability to say which of two numbers is the larger.
# Reliance on 'counting-on' strategies, e.g. using fingers, rather than any more efficient mental arithmetic strategies.
# Difficulty with everyday tasks like checking change and reading analog clocks.
# Inability to comprehend financial planning or budgeting, sometimes even at a basic level, for example, estimating the cost of the items in a shopping basket or balancing a checkbook.
# Difficulty with times-tables, mental arithmetic, etc.
# Does better in subjects such as science and geometry, which require logic rather than formulas, until a higher level requiring calculations is needed.
# Difficulty with conceptualizing time and judging the passing of time.
# Problems differentiating between left and right.
# Having a poor sense of direction (i.e. north, south, east, and west) and may also have trouble still even with a compass.
# Difficulty navigating or mentally "turning" the map to face the current direction rather than the common North=Top usage.
# Having difficulty mentally estimating the measurement of an object or distance (e.g., whether something is 10 or 20 feet away).
# Inability to grasp and remember mathematical concepts, rules, formulae, and sequences.
# Difficulty keeping score during games.
# Difficulty with games such as poker with more flexible rules for scoring.
# Difficulty in activities requiring sequential processing, from the physical (such as dance steps) to the abstract (reading, writing and signalling things in the right order). May have trouble even with a calculator due to difficulties in the process of feeding in variables.
# The condition may lead in extreme cases to a phobia of mathematics and mathematical devices.
Well, mine's a mild case. I read 3 digit numbers weirdly. Haha. The middle is the last, the last as the middle. Kinda easy to correct.
| Your Element is Earth |
 Your power color: yellow Your energy: balancing Your season: changing of seasons Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends. You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems. Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones. Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful. |
| Your Aura is Yellow |
 Your Personality: Life's too short not to have fun. Your bright energy brings joy and laughter to those around you. You in Love: A total flirt, you need a lot of freedom to play. But you'll be loyal to that one man who makes you feel safe. Your Career: You love variety in a job, and you probably won't stick with one career. You would make a great professor, writer, or actress. |
| Guys Like That You're Fun |
 You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you |
ehhh.
for those who read my blog regularly. and for those whom i told to news to. my mom's not suffering from cancer!! :)) god. i was sooo worried. i cried in school on friday. yeah. haha. i m a crybaby. partly for the fact i couldn't finish my work and for my mom. why? well, before i left for school my mom told me to get her medication. seeing so many packets, naturally i got sad. so in school that was on my mind. haha. silly me. but i guess who won't worry. haha. i m just glad its all over.
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