This is a true love story.....

This story started like 30 years before i was born. (it's about my mom n dad) when i was young, i was ultra curious about how my parents met. it is reallli cool. when my parents were in secondary school, my mom was set up by her gerfren to meet this guy. however this guy set my dad up tp meet my mom. so it was like this total set up thing. well, at that time people were less materialistic. back to the story. according to my mom, they watched star wars. ( which episode i wasnt told) if i could remember the theatre was either jubilee or capitol. and my mom wasnt so much of a star was fan. she is till todae. that was probably how they meet , some 30 years ago on my dad's b dae. i guess that was life then.....
now after 30 years, life for both my parents are so great. there are some fights n quarrel down this road but it is just part of loving each other. they are so unlike those couples who geet married after 3-5 years of courtship. my parents got married after 10 years of courtship.(they got married in 1984)
sometimes i cant realli stand my parents but for them... even after fighting their love is still there. it is just as hard as diamond. i guess god did show us that it is possible that there is sumthing as everlasting love.... this is the type of love that many people in the world are striving to get....

its time to move on....

i guess its about time tat i move on from being traumatised by my lighting project. i hv to move on, if not so den i would i be able to progress. i noe is tough i still hv to amaze myself n face dis rather cruel world.
now about my love life. i guess it is still not the right time for me. pretty puzzling right?? well, i feel tat guys in poly are still kinda sec sch loh. no heart feelings guys!! dis is juz a tot. i feel like dey are still boys. i guess dere will hv to b 1 point when i noe i hv found the one. yup. tat will b up to god to decide for me. so i ll let god lead me dere.

xtremely stressed up

it is now week 16 of the sem. last 2 weeks ago was the final submision of the lighting project. for sum strange reason, i got to redo the entire light. during the process of making the light(for the submision on week 14) i totally lost myself n broke down. this is so not me. i wasn't like tat when i was in sec sch. things hv change so much. i guess i hv been taking things a little too seriously. i think tat i hv been lying to myself all this while. i hate this me. i wish i could be s carefree s i was b4. den came the second light. followed the lecturer's instructions but nothing seem to work. it totally sucked. as usual i broke down again. i really need a breather. mayb i'll go on a holidae tats if i dun hv work. i guess i really need a break. hope tat i can get this break soon..