i do wanna recover

fuck. fuck myself. i knw i shldn't drag too long. bt y did i do so?. fuck.

no, i m really fine. single-hood's really great

ok, i knw hw to do it. some one juz give me the parang. and yes, i ll b happier. REALLY HAPPIER.

mayb i shld juz stop lying. mayb i shld juz face reality. mayb i shld come clean. mayb i shld move on... i did try to move on.

i guess this could be retribution. and its really huge. a really big one. mayb i shld juz accept the others. mayb tats my way out? i duno. really duno. y is this happening to me? haiz.