Nuffnang Ads
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Monday, January 29, 2007
Seriously.
It's uber huge. About 10 cm long! Sigh. When will dad be entirely psyco-ed by me for a new camera. I really want the Nikon S5. Well, Nikon isn't gonna remake the model. Sigh. Its pretty. Red. I love red. And if I were to bring my toy clubbing, it won't be an eyesore. Unlike my previous Coolpix 2000.
Actually the design isn't bad. Kinda 'cause its uber old and all the paint has faded and it looks totally worn out. Yes. Thanks to my frequent usage, droppings, mishandlings. I know. I KILLED my camera. But I seriously want a new one!
Pretty? Yes. I know you are nodding heads now. =)) I have taste, duh.
This too right? Hehe. I like the black. *Hint hint* My birthday is coming soon. Hehe.
Enough of the camera talking.
My classmate Sheng Kee MSN-ed me just now; saying that the company he's working in now for attachment wants to employ. Chinese girls. Ehh. Quite fishy. Maybe I'll try, maybe I won't. I DO want to study mass com. I Do wanna start writing.
Tied between dream and money.
A BIG sigh.
Well.. For now its just my so-called bicycle design on my mind. Hope so for that.
I want to K!!
P.S: Dual post 'cause I needed to tell the world my agony.
February
See how the arrow pierces through both hearts. Yeah. To kill the couple. Haha. Ya. I care and don't care.
Friday, January 26, 2007
Enough!
I'm not going to be affected. Well, why should I? Why should I heed advice from people who strongly think I should dress the way they plan for me? Why should mockery submerse me with anger? I should be happier! I was born a happy baby. According to my parents, I loved to laugh when I was a baby. So I should laugh more.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Harsh life of singaporeans
- Sacastic in speech when things do not go our way
- Critques to every other little detail that does not follow suit
- Paparazzi gossips when we see new juicy rumours taking place
- Insensitive to cutural differences but not racist
- Materialistic for brands
- but still complain about why government has to increase the GST to 7%
- overly anxious for departmental sales and deals a.k.a kiasu
- Prententious sbout being very cultured and open-minded
- when deep down we are extremely conservative
- Sterotypers in crime
- VERY competitive so much so to the verge of just another step of just killing the competition
One will ask, "Why? Aren't you like that too?". Hey, I admit. So, what's my purpose? To reflect. I don't believe in religion. So much so you can call me an atheist. However to proceed smoothly in life, there has to be a balance. Singaporeans are all fast-paced. Forgetting to slow down. We kinda behave like this nation of super efficient and effective production-line workers that just keep doing and doing without processing our brains. Its good to think but not all the time.(Yup. I'm guilty of thinking all the time.)
This is my first time writing something kinda sensitive. Well. So?
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
I hate my lecturers!
As you can see I have changed my blog skin to the default blogger style. I am kinda tired of all those nicely-designed skins. This is more me. :))
my kid pics.
i'm turning 20 soon. 20. well that 2. the second decade of my life. and its where most of my "career-building" takes place. 30 is when people are about to settle down and have kids and own hdb flats.
sometimes i do feel that i'm not ready for that 2. i haven't tried what most of my friends have experienced, i haven't dated, haven't kissed, haven't tried many other things which i can't think of because i'm kinda tired. sigh. i really don't wish to grow up. seriously i mean it. sigh.
Monday, January 22, 2007
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Monday, January 15, 2007
short
Well.. I have decided to trade guys who fucking look good in suits and tux and tie and coats for guys who think that combing their hair in the morning is a hastle and shaving is just a waste of money; growing facial hair all over their faces.
Yup! Like this guy! Damn sexy. Actually I have noticed him way before you-know-who. Dave Grohl. I love that beard/stuble/facial hair(whatever fuck shit you call it). Maybe guys who are in their late 20s. Yummy.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Lust
I worked my ass to attain that status of the label: the smart one. But to who? The girls. But still to guys, I'm the sweet and pretty one. It ain't bad to be pretty and nice. But it ain't what I want in life. I want a guy loving me for my thoughts and my character and my personality. Maybe Jackson's right. When people really settle down, its not about that million-dollar-smile. Its about what's on the inside. Sure everyone likes to be with someone decent. It just so happens the guys I like are that way. Haha. (I love my blog. Its really peaceful. Why? Not many people read it. So I don't get that pressure of people getting hurt.)
Reaching the age of another decade, it seems life is both a complicated and simple thing altogether. Its like this thing about the period(girls stuff). We hate it 'cause it causes cramps, inconviences. But we love it 'cause it allows us to have kids, even minor; an excuse to escape from P.E. Sometimes in life we know what we really want. Sometimes we don't. I really missed me being certain and confident. I missed me from my teen years. Damn. I'm giving myself fucking self pity. Guys just ignore me.
Monday, January 08, 2007
I m the empress.
You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
I am stressed up.
I hope I can come out with something by today! Hmmm..
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Insomia plus loads of sleep
Ok. I met him. Nothing special to say.
Got scolded by mother-fucking HK.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
unwell.
Suppose to meet someone today. Didn't bother to say whether I'm coming or not. I guess I'm really tired of the wild goose chase.
I am really sick. Didn't have lunch. Had a light dinner at 8 plus. And I mean LIGHT. The moment I see food I get nausea. Aneroxia? Maybe. But I do know I have to eat. Hmm. I guess its just my body reacting weirdly to the sight of food.
Monday, January 01, 2007
Happy New Year.
The other gifts have yet to arrive.
As you can see the earrings pic isn't that well taken. Why? 'Cause my camera died on me. Well, got to send it for repair. Damn.