i miss lover no.1

ok.. ALL the emos are setting in nw.. i really miss her.. cant msn with her nw.. which we always do at this time. cant call her.. coz overseas calls are expensive.. i miss her. i guess i m oso missing the routines with her too. mayb i m selfish. bt i cant helped it. i miss her.
i feel weird. wonder hw is she n the rest are doing.. i knw i m kinda miserable. i miss u, elaine.. come back soon!