It's a week more

7 more days and I'll b 18. For this year I don't really have anything I want to have or do. Well, it is kinda different. It seems so not me. Because usually every year, there is something that i would really want to have. But everything is so different this year?? I am worried. Maybe as time passes by, I have gotten numb to my material needs.(although i seem the opposite in front of people) But have I really gotten over this flaw of mine??