Freed.

You sprinkled fairy dust on me
And freed me from this web of deceit
I thank you for that.

~Continues twirling around in the forest clearing.

Star Struck!

On an impromptu decision, I got to see All-American Rejects. :D And I knew the words to all their songs! HAHAHAHA. Me groupie? I guess so. Hehehe.

Saw Vaness Wu at Lau Pa Sat! Well how star struck can a girl get in one night. :D I know I'm lagging in pictures. I'll get them done soon! I promise! My photo album in Facebook is drying up too! ><.

We are face-bookie people.

I figured something. If I am going to read blogs of rich kids, I should shut up and just take it as entertainment. Well, I guess I should really stop being such an anal critic. /shrugs.

I'm so glad it's Thursday! My weekends just have to start a day earlier than anyone else. :P Yup. Me love the gloating.

Ok. I'm feeling effects from the Red Bull this afternoon. I guess that explains the crazy monologue Darren had to endure on MSN. ><. Red Bull is dangerous! Apart from the booze binge I would have. High sugar levels. Rocket HIGH!! Oh and I had my Durian cake after dinner! 2 slices. Opps. :P

Oh ya, I have so decided to save up for a mini laptop. I am aiming on that Gateway laptop at $588. Well, am still considering which brand to get. /contemplating.

How shuay can you get!

Woke up late, took cab and forgot wallet. Heng heng the uncle was really nice. Me will transfer the funds to that uncle tomorrow. To prove it, I'm going to put the receipt here!

Katy Perry.

Zelda is having the hots for Katy Perry. She hot sia. I would so turn gay for her, well that's if she's interested. Well she took that celibacy vow. Damn.

Thinking of you.

A Katy Perry song.
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay

People.

The problem with people is themselves.

I love my people.

Thanks for this peaceful celebration. Another cake tomorrow? /Shrugs. Well, thanks for this lovely day.

I've got tragic news!

I broke my nail! :( And it is tragic. I am not kidding. It has not even been a week! :(( Now I have 9 pretty fingers and 1 ugly thumb. :(( I want 10 lovely fingers!

I'm online because I've finished half my studying for stats! :D Totally understood mean, median, mode and variability. Hohohoho! I am so going to pass stats! Did some readings for org com too! :D I'm kinda disappointed with my quiz results from org com. 8 out of 10. :( Expected 9 out of 10. :(( Well, I didn't do too bad for interpersonal com though. 82%. Reaching that A soon! :D

P.S.: I haven't heard Lily Allen until today and I think she's cool!! Hehehe. I'm slow ok.

Knocked Up.

I know I'm supposed to be studying but HBO had Knocked Up on. ><. Well, when I saw that show, a potential future of mine just flashed right in front of me! ><. I am so afraid my future will turn out just like Katherine Heigl's character. ><. There is that potential of me hooking up with a random guy at the club and of course going all the way. ><. Shit! Now, I'm really really really scared. I do have that worried look at this moment as I'm typing. That's how worried I am! Almost like I am actually pregnant. Shit. Shit. Shit.

Ok. I seriously need to stop thinking of that and just mug.

Studying.

Well, I'm barring myself from any computer work from now till my exams are over on Tuesday. Party will still go on, will have to study harder if I want to play a little. So bye for now. See ya Tuesday night!

/flared nostrils.

I think its due to that Friday, the 13th that appears in this month. First was the case with my friend, just now my menopause mom had to go cranky with all of us. ZZZ.

On a brighter note, I have finished my presentation for my assignment. YAY! Well photoshoping 30 images never felt so good! HAHAHA

You know what.

I have come to a consensus, this social circle thing is just too messy. Seriously I need my study life and shall put my social circle on hold. Fucking annoying.

Enough.

Enough. Seriously if commenting on flaws of others is what you do, let me tell you, this is never going to end. You may get all the backing in the world, however as long as I'm still here and still stand affirmed to my own choices, this will never end. Can't you get it in your mind that everyone is not perfect. I am annoyed by how you assume every little thing that it is. Ok. Take Darren for example. My life does not only revolve with this one guy. In fact there are so many other guys out there that you have no idea of, and why won't I share my life with you? Simple fact: some of the information will be and is definitely too much for you to handle. Saying I'm immatured. I guess you're no different either. IF you're mature enough, I would definitely share my really deep news with you. I admit fault of me being who and what I was in the past. Which I get has led to you giving a taste of my own medicine. My apologies for that. For now I like that way I am, and am not going to do anything about it. My character traits fit well elsewhere I know that, and I know its a struggle (for me) here in Singapore. Seriously, SG is a crap place with people having too safe a mentality. For now you have just got to deal with whatever you have and decide for youself. Having said that, I know you are still treating me as a friend hence all the naggings. I am also trying to keep afloat hence all the whatever shit I'm doing. Because for this also rather simple concept, people only scold/nag/trash other people whom they view as friends.

I don't use the nicest words to you cos I see no point in sugar coating what I want to convey to you. Sugar coating only applies to people who are on my shallow side of the spectrum. Tragic, I know. Look at it this way, sugar coating is superficial whilst harsh words are honesty and sincerity. Perhaps we have both evolved but to different directions. I do need to see the light in some areas and just let it be. Maybe you have been trying to tell me that meaning but have led me to think otherwise. Well, the strange bitches of life I suppose.

I do understand people getting into weird cases of misunderstanding me. Well that's fine with them. However, I don't really get it how can you actually assume so much and misunderstand me. 10 years, and this shit still happens to us. Well that does mean we have both changed. And not changed together. Crap, now I'm beginning to hate life - that annoying little bastard. ARGH!

SIGH`

Note to self: You can't help deciding when to be born.

I hope CNY will be back in February next year!

Sit Hoi Key + Fong Dai Tong.

Zelda is caught up in the world of Fiona Sit and Khalil Fong. I get the fact that both aren't dating. Oh well. But me just loves Fi's sweet voice though I'd know there will people who will disagree. Well, then that's your opinion. Of course Khalil's just unarguable. Loved him, been loving him since Soulboy. Hahaha. You didn't know about Soulboy?! It's Khalil's very first. Well, it was launched in Hong Kong so perhaps friends in Malaysia would know but peeps in Singapore would need to heard Love Love Love to learn about him. Seriously, Khalil just needs to eat more. He's so skinny. Almost anorexic-looking. Hey, that sounds rather familiar. I know who. And I'm not breathing a word who.

OMG. Sigh. I'm deeply in love with Khalil Fong. Darn.

Seriously you are annoying me. Your incessant ramblings about how imperfect I am, how I should start living my life and all those bullshit. Please, I'm not that person still trying to sift my way around life anymore, unlike you still trying to do so. I know my goals in life, I know how to approach guys, I know what I want and what I should do. Enough. You trying to be all giggly and pretentious is just making me nausea. Stop assuming that my life only surrounds those little facts you know about me. If you have not notice, we you and I are already starting to distance from each other. So much so that you seriously don't even know my life status. I refuse to tell you so much because there's no point to it. Your 2 cents worth of everything is just worth the value of 2 cents, nothing more. Your approach on assuming that life is just rose tints is just fine for yourself, but stop pushing it on me. I like mine dark and twisted. And I like it that way with no change to it. No wonder Zed got a little bored that day. You having the mental intellect of a 14 year old is just boring me to tears. I can't seem to hold much intelligent conversations with you and thus the reason of distance. Seriously, at times I do just want to tell you to "go away". I am on the verge of treating you like one of my mere acquaintances.

Your dressing is horrid and everyone knows it. You may think its gorgeous but it ain't. No one wears leggings like you do anymore. Stop trying to be trendy when your trends just seem so last season. It is an eye sore to just look at you. My apologies for the rudeness. People evolve, you on the other hand deteriorate. Trying to be Benjamin Button aye.

It's a happy day!

Today my sun is shinning really brightly and warm! Well, I got myself an early birthday gift! Not a camera, Khalil Fong's latest album : Orange Moon! :D I'm in love with his music. Just listening to his music turns my grey day into this orange-toned afternoon shine!

Well, with regard to the party, its going to be at eclectic Attic! Those who have been there, I hope you peeps share the same sediments as me for that place. Those who have yet to visit the place, please have a heart of anticipation and I do hope you will like I have, fall in love with the place. Theme is vintage. Well, you may dress in the full scale vintage honour or just go with a minimal modest vintage ring or bag. It is just that I am a vintage junkie and would like that my friends also embrace my liking too.

I love Khalil Fong.

Who needs boyfriends when there's Khalil Fong in the world.

Enjoy!

Seriously, this guy just gives out hell lot of endorphins!

No more party.

I'm kinda sick of partying now. I think I need to take to slow lane for a while. If you guys still wanna celebrate my 22nd, some friends will be gathered at Eccentric Attic at Plaza Singapura during the weekend. I need some tea and slow jazz.

I LOVE MAHJONG!

Finally got to play massive mahjong at Val's place! :D And moi won $85!! How cool is that! Ok. Well, I do need to get some birthday gifts and a present for myself too! After all I did promised myself a camera every year since I'm working on that collection! I have a holga, a fisheye, 3 digital cameras and my dad's vintage slr. Now, I'm not too sure what camera should I get? A wide angle? Action sampler? SIGH! Oh, and I have a budget of about $30-$40? HELP!!

NAILS!!

Vanity is a virtue. Yes, you get a glimpse of my pretty banged up laptop.

Ok. I know that there have been some discussion among my loves on what to get me for my dreaded 22nd birthday. So here's a little update on the list.

1. Leather Leggings from Topshop. Seriously, if you're going to get me a present please make it a decent one, those from Bugis Street just won't do. Why? Ehh, where's your sincerity? Enough said!
2. $100 for IC replacement fee. I am not going to pay for something that's not my fault. So, whichever police officer reading this, either you give me the money or you work your ass harder and look for that thief!
   
3. Kate Spade Tarrytown vertical tote bag in Hibiscus! I do need a decent bag for school. My vintage Louis Vuitton Monogram Canvas Noe is another item of mine that's pretty worn out too! Imagine it being used for a period of almost 15 years, with the fact it was used as a diaper bag for my kid sister by my parents. Mom and dad, its LV!! How could you have used it to carry baby stuff!! If you're wonder what does it look like here's a picture:
4. I'd like to have a pair of champagne glasses and a bottle of Veuve Clicquot Champagne. Sorry guys, I love champagne too! :D
   
5. A pair of suede calf high boots. I'm quite bored with my mid-calf ones. And we(girls) all love to use that saying that a girl can never get enough shoes! I'm a size 8/9. It's seriously fine if its in 9. Zelda's advice in getting a pair of boots: the boots has to be a size bigger than you're actual size for ultimate comfort. :D
   
6. Clinique blusher! I think I was using something Honey. I do miss my blusher! :((
   
7. BIKINIS! Same logic as shoes, I can never get enough of bikinis! Size? 36 or 38. I just hate being in between sizes. Sometimes you just can't buy the clothes cos its either fitting at the top but crap at the bottom; or perfect at the bottom but tiny at the top. Oh well.
   
8. A FEDORA HAT! Basically a hat. I need hats! Brenda took my barrette which kinda leaves me with pretty much zero hats!-.- You know the wardrobe in the Changeling, I am dying to get the entire wardrobe collection from Angelina Jolie. I just love those hats and her make up and her long autumn overcoats! Deep red lippies rule!
   

I think that's the list. 8 items. Pretty ok for the fact that it ain't 21st.

I miss singing!

For real! I miss all my cheena ktv-ing! I want to sing my lungs out to Amei and Jolin Tsai and Jacky Cheung and Faye Wong and Sammi Cheng and Khalil Fong and Fiona Sit....... I miss KTV.

I am vain.

Yes, VERY vain. Bought acrylics from Daiso. Well, now I'm kinda trying my best to type and it looks super weird that one hand has fakes and the other normal nails. HAHAHAHA. Pictures soon. That's when I'm done with the right hand.

Party part 3(?)

Well in a few more weeks I have to admit that I'm old. Being Zelda, this calls for a celebration. Details are not really set just yet. It is high likely to be a poolside afternoon tea party. It's just great to have a semi-private pool. At least you get to plan some decent parties along the way.

We love bubbles and dark chocolate and peaches and cream. So do have some expectation of such stuff coming up the menu. Oh, and do remember to bring your bathing suit too! It won't be called a poolside party if no one drops in for a dip! :D

Angry!

Seriously, I need to buy some 4D tomorrow. Just got back from tuition, and as I was crossing the traffic juntion, a stupid white Mitsubishi Grandis just sped up! WTF! The green man was up, though blinking, I still have right to cross the road. After all I was already half way to the other side! KNNCCB! Can't drive don't fucking drive! If you (fucked up driver) want to head for free food and free lodging, please don't do it with the cost of my life. Nabei.

-.-

It's either people hate me or Singaporean thieves are just stupid. Well, I think it's a combination of both. I know I'm not the bestest friend to everyone on this planet. So there are people who just think I'm a pain in the ass. I'm not denying that lovely fact.

If its not that, then why do people steal stuff from me which are low in monetary value. Ok. Seriously these people are just losers. First it was my $17.90 clutch bag with a $100 handphone,$30, my IC and housekeys inside. The phone isn't iPhone or some wow Blackberry. /roll eyes on that. $30!! For me, it is a lot. I could probably live 4 days with that amount. But its $30, not $300. /faints to that. Now, a light cobalt blue $5 lock! What is this world seriously heading to!?!!! I get that there is a recession going on, but to the extent that people have to steal a $5 lock! /faints, roll eyes and palm face to that!

Question: Can I not turn old?

3 more weeks till the double 2. And I'm starting to dread my very own birthday. Now I know why people just forget their birthdays. :( I feel old.